today was better than i expected, again.
i had literally had no sleep, so i was expecting to die today.

my mam was panicking i'd miss the bus, so i almost rushed out the door, then my mam interupted me and said "ahh don't worry, i was going to give you a lift anyway!"

but yeah. i have a job interview for marks and spencer in town tomorrow. i'm rather scared, however i would be very pleased being a slave for a place where lots of jews go often, and earn cash for it. yum.

and my mam scared me this morning. she said "emma, if i ask you something will you not lie to me.. do you smoke cigars?"
LOL.
but yes. once. and the picture of me doing it is on facebook, and i'm not even tagged on it.

um yeah. art was shit, john kept saying for me to bring my postcards in. and more than once, as if he were some sort of wizard and they'd appear infront of me. but i just made some instead and made such a fucking tip.

yeah lunch was okay.
then film. we finally saw the end of the green mile. it was so sad. gfevujrqgfuikyvgfqruikvfrqkf, why do they do that to him? (i was going to give away the ending, but i'm aware some people may not have seen it. if you're one of thoese people, watch it now. plz)
oh and davey made such an idiot out of me asking me "why is it called the green mile?"
i was silent for more than 30 seconds, then i answered "because thats the walk to the death room.. in other places it's called something else"
WHAT. i am such an idiotttt. death room? and other places? i should have been taken to the 'death room' for answering in such a stupid way. i HATE being on the spot in that way. i actually fail at life, why am i like that? ):

then a free, which i totally did not type up my essay, which i was meant to.

then photography. totally blanked by toby today. well, he said "hello, you alright?" but that was probably to louise.
so me and leyla pissed about, again.

we then walked home, like i said. it took an hour and a half. i wasn't even that worn out as i thought i would be. then pretty much right after walking, we made our way to town.
i had free tickets to see a movie called 'harry brown'

i was paranoid they wouldn't let us in cause when i tried to get into bruno with a free ticket and that was an 18 movie too. but we got in fine.
the movie was amazing. it was really emotional most parts, yet disturbing other parts.
jack o'conell who plays cook from skins series 3 is in it. he is an amazing actor. i can imagine he's going to be the most sucessful one from that cast of skins (obviously he can't beat dev patel, yet...)
once we got out, me and leyla just had a geeky talk using all the terminology we learnt in film studies in college. haha. yeah we're kind of scared for our lives now.
well, i might be if i see a mob of charvs again. not surprised if i see them outside the forum on a friday or saturday night after i've came home from town. oh christ.