like a twitch before dying

today was good.

i was paranoid the whole bus journey with the school kids on. the one behind me wouldn't stop kicking my seat, and i'm sure he put something on my back. then that really loud charvy older kid sat next to me. he always has to make remarks about things that arn't his bussiness. but he didn't say anything.

in film, leyla told me nadine was upset with me, and i was even more paranoid.
leyla seemed like she was drunk. we were laughing at pointless things in the movie. a spanish word that sounds like "emilk" means emerge.
so yeah, we're watching a movie called "talk to her" or something like that. it weird, but i am very much enjoying it. there's only 5 minutes left to watch :/

tutorial was ridiculous, and peter was creepy. he winked at me and louise. and he did a powerpoint presentation on an overhead projector, like the old fashioned one.

the dinner lady elaine tried to talk nice to me. it was another creepy moment. i asked for gravey and chips, and i was like "oh nevermind just chips" and she was making me change my mind again, but in a friendly way. but she overcharged me still, the FUCKA.

i spent my free lesson with nailiah and helene.
apparently for a while helene had been to scared to talk to me, or something like that. we actually had a good few conversations.
i made a proper mess making some more postcards though. it wasn't even a proper lesson but it may aswell have been.

when i was walking home, apparently my dad had been following me, shouting for my attention and stuff. i had my ipod on full blast. he must've looked like an idiot.

i started to use socialvibe again. it's so easy actually, i recommend it for people who don't use it already. you basically just answer questions however you want, and you earn points, which convert into money towards a chosen charity. right now i'm donating to a charity called vitiamin children. i don't remember chosing it, i thought i was donating to arts and crafts for the underprivledged children, but aslong as the money goes towards a deserving cause i'm happy to continue using the website.


i really really really wish i was going out tonight. oh well.