i didn't blog yesterday.
oh well, i did fuck all. i thought it was sunday, it was bad. my parents bought me 'nick and norahs infinite playlist', which i saw not long ago and enjoyed. i watched it again.
then i watched half of cable guy, and fell asleep.
today was better.
basically me, leyla, alice, laurie and liv went out to the rising sun to take photographs. i brought a few cassette tapes and a vinyl, got 130+ photos.
it was quite snowy there.
we then went to asda for an hour. my bank account had minus numbers. i was hoping not to see that again, but this time it isn't my fault, it's stupid EMA, and that woman being on holiday. looks like my £100 bonus will be delayed too. fuckers.
oh well. don't know what to think of tomorrow. was invited to the cinema, but i'm guessing i can't go now, which i'm gutted about. pooop.
Sunday, 31 January 2010
Friday, 29 January 2010
umm
today was shit.
i don't want to talk about it really.
but i really can't not do a blog today after what happened in film
we were doing about slumdog millionare, and davey was telling us to pretend we were there, and describing the place in short sentences to describe the scene. then he ended up just saying this
"smoke. fire.. LIFE"
and he burst our laughing, and everyone else did. and davey must've been laughing for 10 minutes or something. nearer the end it was just him laughing, and it sounded like he was having some sort of fit. scary. but it's got to be most memoriable thing about A2 film studies so far. in the future i know i'll remember that part.
and i got my bed today. thank fuck.
i don't want to talk about it really.
but i really can't not do a blog today after what happened in film
we were doing about slumdog millionare, and davey was telling us to pretend we were there, and describing the place in short sentences to describe the scene. then he ended up just saying this
"smoke. fire.. LIFE"
and he burst our laughing, and everyone else did. and davey must've been laughing for 10 minutes or something. nearer the end it was just him laughing, and it sounded like he was having some sort of fit. scary. but it's got to be most memoriable thing about A2 film studies so far. in the future i know i'll remember that part.
and i got my bed today. thank fuck.
Thursday, 28 January 2010
ohhhhhh i forgot
yesterday on the way home from the cinema, in wallsend when i just left leyla.
i'd just taken my glasses off, so my sight was blurry, and it was dark. not that i didn't know where everything was.
long story short, some girl waved and smiled at me, and i have no idea who it was.
i'm scared. i feel really old when things like this happen.
i'd just taken my glasses off, so my sight was blurry, and it was dark. not that i didn't know where everything was.
long story short, some girl waved and smiled at me, and i have no idea who it was.
i'm scared. i feel really old when things like this happen.
today was good.
first lesson was photography.
toby was really awkward this lesson. when we had a chat thing, he started to say that i'm not confident in my work, and it is good and stuff. it reminded me of high school art, my art teacher was a little more harsh and nastier. plus i don't think toby would ever insult me like my art teacher did, ugh.
but i had a good idea about my photography work in general. okay, i suppose the whole music thing isn't that unique, but i've decided to do a little theme inside of it. like my current art work.
film was exciting. well, i was excited to go and continue my script. davey said he was impressed that i did 1,200+ words. me and leyla did around that amount, and some people in the class haven't even started. i feel like such a swot, the way i see the work. i don't think i get all the grades a film swot would get, but i feel like i'm turning into one.
lunch was weird. it was just me, alice, nailah and jill.
i like how lunch every day this week has been different. i guess thats the joy of college lunches. they can rarely be the same.
art was fun. nailah suggested we go in the room where all her portfolio work was.
we had a laugh, talking about films. she said she might watch superbad :')
i felt like nailah was barely there, cause she left early. it was sad after that.
i then walked along to the bus stop with alice. we had a good talk, but i ended up missing the bus haha! but at least it wasn't the bus outside college that doesn't come as often. it meant more time listening to my ipod (:
when i got on the bus, there was a snotty tissue on the seat next to me, the only spare seat. i was like FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUU.
when i got home, i put on bully, and ended up turning it off 15 minutes in, cause i knew it would be disturbing. i put on she's the man instead. it was alright. i was expecting better, i think they based it on the football too much. i dunno.
skins is coming on, new series. going to watch that now :)
first lesson was photography.
toby was really awkward this lesson. when we had a chat thing, he started to say that i'm not confident in my work, and it is good and stuff. it reminded me of high school art, my art teacher was a little more harsh and nastier. plus i don't think toby would ever insult me like my art teacher did, ugh.
but i had a good idea about my photography work in general. okay, i suppose the whole music thing isn't that unique, but i've decided to do a little theme inside of it. like my current art work.
film was exciting. well, i was excited to go and continue my script. davey said he was impressed that i did 1,200+ words. me and leyla did around that amount, and some people in the class haven't even started. i feel like such a swot, the way i see the work. i don't think i get all the grades a film swot would get, but i feel like i'm turning into one.
lunch was weird. it was just me, alice, nailah and jill.
i like how lunch every day this week has been different. i guess thats the joy of college lunches. they can rarely be the same.
art was fun. nailah suggested we go in the room where all her portfolio work was.
we had a laugh, talking about films. she said she might watch superbad :')
i felt like nailah was barely there, cause she left early. it was sad after that.
i then walked along to the bus stop with alice. we had a good talk, but i ended up missing the bus haha! but at least it wasn't the bus outside college that doesn't come as often. it meant more time listening to my ipod (:
when i got on the bus, there was a snotty tissue on the seat next to me, the only spare seat. i was like FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUU.
when i got home, i put on bully, and ended up turning it off 15 minutes in, cause i knew it would be disturbing. i put on she's the man instead. it was alright. i was expecting better, i think they based it on the football too much. i dunno.
skins is coming on, new series. going to watch that now :)
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
ever fallen in love with someone you shouldn't've fallen in love withhhh
today was good.
annoyed at the fact i had to go into college for nothing. i spent 2 hours doing my film script. i was in the right mood for it, and when it was time for photography i could barely bring myself away from it. it weirdly reminded me of the first time i watched edward scissorhands. i was just fascinated with it, i guess thats the word to put it.
again photography seemed short. i feel like the class are like tobys pet hamseters or something, or at least my friendship group. i always find myself in the computer room with leyla, sometimes laurie and alice aswell.
now every lesson i go in there, it's like tobys mission to get me to go back in the classroom and do some work, which tends to be him sitting next to me and explaining what i exactly have to do.
enrichment was another revision technique lesson, and the main focus was conecentration. ironically, i was too bored to concentrate, so i agreed with everyone else in the class. i know for a fact that none of them revise. ughhh.
after collllllllege, me, liv and leyla went to town. ended up meeting nailah and alice. we didn't really spend that long together in town. being in town made me hyper, i guess. i was calling everyone mclovin.
me and leyla went to the cinema to see up in the air, like i wanted to.
it was enjoyable. it was more deeper than i expected it to be. it was both nice and sad, i suppose. it makes you think how lucky you are with the things you take for granted, which is basically family.
oh and i was sad they didn't show the youth in revolt trailer. but nevermind. still intend to see it one wednesday.
i made an account on criticker. i like to say it's like the film version of last.fm. you rate films, when you rate so many it guesses how much you'll rate a film, so kind of a recommendation thing. also it allows you to make a wish list.
i hope it works in college, i'll be rating films alllll day.
annoyed at the fact i had to go into college for nothing. i spent 2 hours doing my film script. i was in the right mood for it, and when it was time for photography i could barely bring myself away from it. it weirdly reminded me of the first time i watched edward scissorhands. i was just fascinated with it, i guess thats the word to put it.
again photography seemed short. i feel like the class are like tobys pet hamseters or something, or at least my friendship group. i always find myself in the computer room with leyla, sometimes laurie and alice aswell.
now every lesson i go in there, it's like tobys mission to get me to go back in the classroom and do some work, which tends to be him sitting next to me and explaining what i exactly have to do.
enrichment was another revision technique lesson, and the main focus was conecentration. ironically, i was too bored to concentrate, so i agreed with everyone else in the class. i know for a fact that none of them revise. ughhh.
after collllllllege, me, liv and leyla went to town. ended up meeting nailah and alice. we didn't really spend that long together in town. being in town made me hyper, i guess. i was calling everyone mclovin.
me and leyla went to the cinema to see up in the air, like i wanted to.
it was enjoyable. it was more deeper than i expected it to be. it was both nice and sad, i suppose. it makes you think how lucky you are with the things you take for granted, which is basically family.
oh and i was sad they didn't show the youth in revolt trailer. but nevermind. still intend to see it one wednesday.
i made an account on criticker. i like to say it's like the film version of last.fm. you rate films, when you rate so many it guesses how much you'll rate a film, so kind of a recommendation thing. also it allows you to make a wish list.
i hope it works in college, i'll be rating films alllll day.
Tuesday, 26 January 2010
freakshow
today was alright.
i had my wireless headphones today. i could hear the bass now, since the eadbud ones got ink in them :|
well registration was a piss take today. peter spent all the time sorting out reports, and making us all wait til he was done to do the register.
then the new head guy came in, and everyone just flooded out of the classroom knowing that peter couldn't stop us.
but he said he contacted joelle about me getting tuesday mornings off, except i wanted to have the wednesday mornings off :/
i spent my free on the computers with leyla, working on film scripts. i'm doing mine about modern-day snow white, and now teachers are patrolling around the computers making sure we don't go on youtube. one of the teachers was spying on me, and then he ended up sitting next to me. i explained i didn't know weither to include a singing part like when snow white sings in the wishing well. he suggested that i made her do a rap.
oh my god, i keep laughing at the thought of it.
in the summer leyla invited me and liv to germany with her to stay over at her familys house. and the only european dates blink-182 have announced is germany, so we had a look through. one of them is a festival, and the line up also has NOFX on aswell as placebo and the gaslight anthem. omllll. i was just hyper about that most of the morning.
still, that would be the coolest line-up i could ever possibly see in my lifetime.
imagine remembering that years after. "i went to germany to see my 2 favourite bands on the same day". wot.
when me and leyla were leaving, leyla pulled her bag off the table, dragging the computer keyboard onto the floor. that teacher came back over, and said something. i was just killing myself laughing. leyla turned purple and said "i'll just leave now"
i'm laughing as i type this again!
at the co-op, they originally overcharged me. then they undercharged me, and i didn't say a thing. i feel horrible for not mentioning it, but i got free doughnuts, haha.
photography felt too short.
when i got home i watched the simpsons, just cause it was on. it was the one where bart phones austrailia. thats one of my favourites. classsssic.
also, i still can't decide which films to watch these days. i was contemplating be kind rewind and/or year one (jack black moooooood)
but apparently they're both shit. and i couldn't decide.
i give up asking for reccommendations on omegle.
i might watch snow white for inspiration.
i had my wireless headphones today. i could hear the bass now, since the eadbud ones got ink in them :|
well registration was a piss take today. peter spent all the time sorting out reports, and making us all wait til he was done to do the register.
then the new head guy came in, and everyone just flooded out of the classroom knowing that peter couldn't stop us.
but he said he contacted joelle about me getting tuesday mornings off, except i wanted to have the wednesday mornings off :/
i spent my free on the computers with leyla, working on film scripts. i'm doing mine about modern-day snow white, and now teachers are patrolling around the computers making sure we don't go on youtube. one of the teachers was spying on me, and then he ended up sitting next to me. i explained i didn't know weither to include a singing part like when snow white sings in the wishing well. he suggested that i made her do a rap.
oh my god, i keep laughing at the thought of it.
in the summer leyla invited me and liv to germany with her to stay over at her familys house. and the only european dates blink-182 have announced is germany, so we had a look through. one of them is a festival, and the line up also has NOFX on aswell as placebo and the gaslight anthem. omllll. i was just hyper about that most of the morning.
still, that would be the coolest line-up i could ever possibly see in my lifetime.
imagine remembering that years after. "i went to germany to see my 2 favourite bands on the same day". wot.
when me and leyla were leaving, leyla pulled her bag off the table, dragging the computer keyboard onto the floor. that teacher came back over, and said something. i was just killing myself laughing. leyla turned purple and said "i'll just leave now"
i'm laughing as i type this again!
at the co-op, they originally overcharged me. then they undercharged me, and i didn't say a thing. i feel horrible for not mentioning it, but i got free doughnuts, haha.
photography felt too short.
when i got home i watched the simpsons, just cause it was on. it was the one where bart phones austrailia. thats one of my favourites. classsssic.
also, i still can't decide which films to watch these days. i was contemplating be kind rewind and/or year one (jack black moooooood)
but apparently they're both shit. and i couldn't decide.
i give up asking for reccommendations on omegle.
i might watch snow white for inspiration.
Monday, 25 January 2010
today was boring.
i ran for the bus cause i had no track of the time. he stopped for me which was nice, sadly it was that bus driver who always won't let me on the 1 or the 2 from town. and he looked miserable as fuck.
oh and it was also the first time in a long time that i've ran.
art was a drag. well it was a bit of a skive aswell cause nailah brought in her laptop, and since she has the same one as me, she was showing me things i hadn't discovered before, like the magic desktop features. oh well, they're kiddie things but whatever.
on my free i spent too much of the time in the co-op with liv. it said 2 for £1.60 on lunchables so i was like omllll yesss. but yeah, they advertised it wrong and it was actually the splen-dips things. the chutney one was horrible, and the sweet and sour one was nice. i just wrote that to remind myself if i ever get them again.
film was unproductive for me. i don't think i'll do well with the slumdog millionare written stuff as much as i enjoyed it. although i did get a page of work done, but very slowly. not good for the exam.
oh but i keep remembering the conversation with davey and liv
"did you like it then liv?"
"yeah"
"what did you like about it"
"the way the story was set out"
"did you like anything else?"
"no"
i was the only one who stayed for art. well. emma and kim turned up and asked about the lesson, and i said i'd sign them in if anything happened. and i'd promised nailah i'd wait for her, so i did, for over an hour. i did quite a bit of painting things that arn't key things to do with my project. the bottle of crimson paint is almost emptying cause apparently a kid in AS is doing about blood or something, so i'm making the most use out of it i can. i was annoyed. the blood thing is MY idea!
i missed a million buses. then nailahs came before mine. i was gutted, and she laughed. oh well.
and i started on my photography essay, with like 101 words. in desperate need of help for it to be honestttttt.
i planned all day to watch a film once i get home, but i couldn't decide. i put the sequel to anchorman on, but i decided to watch it another time.
and also i put it off cause i was distracted by this.
and yes people should recommend me films. i wish i had friends who had a mutual film taste as me, as in agreeing that edward scissorhands is the best tim burton film, and general dark comedy fans. oh well.
i wanna see up in the air.
i ran for the bus cause i had no track of the time. he stopped for me which was nice, sadly it was that bus driver who always won't let me on the 1 or the 2 from town. and he looked miserable as fuck.
oh and it was also the first time in a long time that i've ran.
art was a drag. well it was a bit of a skive aswell cause nailah brought in her laptop, and since she has the same one as me, she was showing me things i hadn't discovered before, like the magic desktop features. oh well, they're kiddie things but whatever.
on my free i spent too much of the time in the co-op with liv. it said 2 for £1.60 on lunchables so i was like omllll yesss. but yeah, they advertised it wrong and it was actually the splen-dips things. the chutney one was horrible, and the sweet and sour one was nice. i just wrote that to remind myself if i ever get them again.
film was unproductive for me. i don't think i'll do well with the slumdog millionare written stuff as much as i enjoyed it. although i did get a page of work done, but very slowly. not good for the exam.
oh but i keep remembering the conversation with davey and liv
"did you like it then liv?"
"yeah"
"what did you like about it"
"the way the story was set out"
"did you like anything else?"
"no"
i was the only one who stayed for art. well. emma and kim turned up and asked about the lesson, and i said i'd sign them in if anything happened. and i'd promised nailah i'd wait for her, so i did, for over an hour. i did quite a bit of painting things that arn't key things to do with my project. the bottle of crimson paint is almost emptying cause apparently a kid in AS is doing about blood or something, so i'm making the most use out of it i can. i was annoyed. the blood thing is MY idea!
i missed a million buses. then nailahs came before mine. i was gutted, and she laughed. oh well.
and i started on my photography essay, with like 101 words. in desperate need of help for it to be honestttttt.
i planned all day to watch a film once i get home, but i couldn't decide. i put the sequel to anchorman on, but i decided to watch it another time.
and also i put it off cause i was distracted by this.
and yes people should recommend me films. i wish i had friends who had a mutual film taste as me, as in agreeing that edward scissorhands is the best tim burton film, and general dark comedy fans. oh well.
i wanna see up in the air.
Sunday, 24 January 2010
i hate you, fuck you, leave me alone.
today was shit
well, the thought of the gig helped me through the day.
i don't recall of doing anything too intresting before the gig. i was told to make travel arrangments, then when i phoned joe he said it was all already planned. wot.
oh and i also made joe bring his camera so i could try and get some photos for my shitty music themed photography project.
sonic boom six were good. i was most excited for these, but the audience didn't seem so thrilled by them. even though they didn't play my favourite song, i thought they were excellent performers. what would've been better would be a few more minutes for a couple more songs.
oh and they had the new guitarist, who i didn't really pay attention to, but he didn't seem to bring the band down.
the next band big d and the kids table were a band i've listened to for quite a while, but never really listened to an album in one go. they were totally different to how i expected, i loved them. none of their songs were like any of the others. i'd describe them as a fast and happy, sort of ska/reggae/punk band.
i was really pleased to hear them play 'L.A. X'
reel big fish were amazing.
they were really fun, to put it short. it brought back high school memories when they played the first song i ever heard by them, which is probably right now my favourite, called 'hate you'
sadly i didn't get to see the encore, however, i think the night overall was very good. it was probably the first gig i've been excited to see all of the line-up.
it was the second time the first support band have been the band i've been excited for aswell.
i'm really excited for the gigs this year. i was thinking about when blink come here, how brilliant that day would be. i'm looking forward to other bands coming aswell, like unexpected ones, and ones that influence me to listen to them more and shiz.
i'd better go to sleep now.
well, the thought of the gig helped me through the day.
i don't recall of doing anything too intresting before the gig. i was told to make travel arrangments, then when i phoned joe he said it was all already planned. wot.
oh and i also made joe bring his camera so i could try and get some photos for my shitty music themed photography project.
sonic boom six were good. i was most excited for these, but the audience didn't seem so thrilled by them. even though they didn't play my favourite song, i thought they were excellent performers. what would've been better would be a few more minutes for a couple more songs.
oh and they had the new guitarist, who i didn't really pay attention to, but he didn't seem to bring the band down.
the next band big d and the kids table were a band i've listened to for quite a while, but never really listened to an album in one go. they were totally different to how i expected, i loved them. none of their songs were like any of the others. i'd describe them as a fast and happy, sort of ska/reggae/punk band.
i was really pleased to hear them play 'L.A. X'
reel big fish were amazing.
they were really fun, to put it short. it brought back high school memories when they played the first song i ever heard by them, which is probably right now my favourite, called 'hate you'
sadly i didn't get to see the encore, however, i think the night overall was very good. it was probably the first gig i've been excited to see all of the line-up.
it was the second time the first support band have been the band i've been excited for aswell.
i'm really excited for the gigs this year. i was thinking about when blink come here, how brilliant that day would be. i'm looking forward to other bands coming aswell, like unexpected ones, and ones that influence me to listen to them more and shiz.
i'd better go to sleep now.
Saturday, 23 January 2010
more booze less guilt
today was cooooool.
i woke up, joe was snoring like crazy, and i ended up waking him up. whoopsiesssss.
once he left, i spent all day arguing with my parents. poopie.
i watched all the series of clark and michael on youtube.
i doubt any of my readers would take the time to check it out, so i'll just put it out there, i wish they did one last episode to go into depth why it ended like that. hahaaa.
oh and it was alices party tonight!
we watched russell brand, which was actually better than what i was expecting. there was parts that were just like corny jokes, but there were parts that i couldn't help but laugh out loud at.
we then watched the hangover, which i haven't saw since it was out at the cinema. i love how i laughed just as much as the first time i saw it. anyone who hasn't seen it yet is simply insane.
also in between that, there was a little photo session. it was quite a laugh. i hate being photographed though, but when i'm having fun, it's an exception :)
before i left when my parents came for me, i ended up taking my drink, which i literally just poured out before they were there. and my parents had agreed to pick louise up. i think she was drunk. i've only ever seen her drunk drunk once, so i could hardly tell, but she was definitley not sober. when the car went over a speed bump, my drink spilled over my leg. louise was like shocked, and started to rub in where it was spilt, and like smiled and laughed. it was really scary.
yeah my day sounds short. but it has ended up fun!
i woke up, joe was snoring like crazy, and i ended up waking him up. whoopsiesssss.
once he left, i spent all day arguing with my parents. poopie.
i watched all the series of clark and michael on youtube.
i doubt any of my readers would take the time to check it out, so i'll just put it out there, i wish they did one last episode to go into depth why it ended like that. hahaaa.
oh and it was alices party tonight!
we watched russell brand, which was actually better than what i was expecting. there was parts that were just like corny jokes, but there were parts that i couldn't help but laugh out loud at.
we then watched the hangover, which i haven't saw since it was out at the cinema. i love how i laughed just as much as the first time i saw it. anyone who hasn't seen it yet is simply insane.
also in between that, there was a little photo session. it was quite a laugh. i hate being photographed though, but when i'm having fun, it's an exception :)
before i left when my parents came for me, i ended up taking my drink, which i literally just poured out before they were there. and my parents had agreed to pick louise up. i think she was drunk. i've only ever seen her drunk drunk once, so i could hardly tell, but she was definitley not sober. when the car went over a speed bump, my drink spilled over my leg. louise was like shocked, and started to rub in where it was spilt, and like smiled and laughed. it was really scary.
yeah my day sounds short. but it has ended up fun!
Friday, 22 January 2010
ttiirreedd
today was good.
in film we watched slumdog millionare. i actually saw up to the end this time, and i enjoyed it more this time.
i had a 3 hour free after that lesson, and leyla informed me that a charity shop was selling off 150 cameras and things to go with it. i bought 2 nice looking old fashioned ones. automatic focus ones.
going back to college was pointless, however, joelle contacted EMA staff regarding my EMA. even though she hardly knew why. poo, poop poop.
when i got home, i looked at my cameras. i bought a roll of film from toby, but i think i've ruined it. and both the cameras don't seem to work in some way, i can't be bothered to explain.
later on, i met leyla and liv to go to asda. i ended up spending £10 on shit. i bought pineapple express though.
when i got home i put it on, but joe came over and didn't show intrest and wanted to play my guitar instead.
stephen left big brother. wot. i'm not even going to watch it anymore ):
and i saw the trailer for youth in revolt on tv before, and i was like SEEEEEEN IT. gooooooooooooooooooooooood.
in film we watched slumdog millionare. i actually saw up to the end this time, and i enjoyed it more this time.
i had a 3 hour free after that lesson, and leyla informed me that a charity shop was selling off 150 cameras and things to go with it. i bought 2 nice looking old fashioned ones. automatic focus ones.
going back to college was pointless, however, joelle contacted EMA staff regarding my EMA. even though she hardly knew why. poo, poop poop.
when i got home, i looked at my cameras. i bought a roll of film from toby, but i think i've ruined it. and both the cameras don't seem to work in some way, i can't be bothered to explain.
later on, i met leyla and liv to go to asda. i ended up spending £10 on shit. i bought pineapple express though.
when i got home i put it on, but joe came over and didn't show intrest and wanted to play my guitar instead.
stephen left big brother. wot. i'm not even going to watch it anymore ):
and i saw the trailer for youth in revolt on tv before, and i was like SEEEEEEN IT. gooooooooooooooooooooooood.
Thursday, 21 January 2010
bruises are back in style
today was miserable, but i was okay.
it felt like i hadn't got the bus in forever. or at least the normal bus.
i thought i'd never have caught it though.
there's a guy at the bus stop now who reminds me of edward norton. after american history x, i hate him.
photography was weird. before the lesson, me and louise saw toby holding a ton of things, and it made him walk so stupid. we just laughed and had to follow him. it was like he was dancing or something.
oh and in the art office the imdb page was froze on jim careys page, and leyla said "i need a picture of him"
and then i ended up telling him the real reason, which was about this film and how obsessed with the trailer i am. he even said it sounded good.
film was boring.
i am useless at typing up this script, it's supposed to be 10 minutes, i may aswell script a youtube video it's that short. ugh.
i miss being good at things.
lunch was quiet. it was crowded, but literally, everyone was just tired or sad.
art was boring aswell. i ended up going early. there's no glue left in the place, and we have to use the pva glue, which is useless for the paper in my book. i'm worried it's going to rip all up popopopo.
but i have a brilliant idea for my final piece. i developed it a little more, and i'm excited to see how it goes.
um yeah. i watched 'youth in revolt' online. it isn't even out in the cinemas here, and thats really bad of me for doing it, but i really wanted to see it after the comments on tumblr. i wish i waited to see it at the cinema.
the cast is good. and how they're intrested in such uncommon things compared to what youth are into today.
oh and before me and joe had a webcam session, and i thought it deserved a mention because it was very funny. i love the webcam effects on this laptop likeeee.
it felt like i hadn't got the bus in forever. or at least the normal bus.
i thought i'd never have caught it though.
there's a guy at the bus stop now who reminds me of edward norton. after american history x, i hate him.
photography was weird. before the lesson, me and louise saw toby holding a ton of things, and it made him walk so stupid. we just laughed and had to follow him. it was like he was dancing or something.
oh and in the art office the imdb page was froze on jim careys page, and leyla said "i need a picture of him"
and then i ended up telling him the real reason, which was about this film and how obsessed with the trailer i am. he even said it sounded good.
film was boring.
i am useless at typing up this script, it's supposed to be 10 minutes, i may aswell script a youtube video it's that short. ugh.
i miss being good at things.
lunch was quiet. it was crowded, but literally, everyone was just tired or sad.
art was boring aswell. i ended up going early. there's no glue left in the place, and we have to use the pva glue, which is useless for the paper in my book. i'm worried it's going to rip all up popopopo.
but i have a brilliant idea for my final piece. i developed it a little more, and i'm excited to see how it goes.
um yeah. i watched 'youth in revolt' online. it isn't even out in the cinemas here, and thats really bad of me for doing it, but i really wanted to see it after the comments on tumblr. i wish i waited to see it at the cinema.
the cast is good. and how they're intrested in such uncommon things compared to what youth are into today.
oh and before me and joe had a webcam session, and i thought it deserved a mention because it was very funny. i love the webcam effects on this laptop likeeee.
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
you'll never know how it feels. can you feel it?
today was alrightishh.
i had a lie in. well. my dad woke me up at 8, like when my bus comes anyway, so not much of a lie in. i just sat in my mam and dads room and talked to my dad til i had to go.
um yeah, i missed 2 buses, and the only other bus that would get me to college on time was late. i'd say fml, but i don't think toby expects me to get to the lesson on time anymore.
when i got to college, it turned out we had to have our injections. leyla told me to wait cause nailah wanted me to get our toegther. um, she had got hers, and i had to go before they were going to pack up. i was a bit annoyed at her for that, but nevermind, at least i got the needle. it hurt more than the other one, if i recall. but it hasn't seemed to bother me, after-pain wise. it hurts a bit more now for some reason.
but in photography when, toby was talking to laurie, leyla decided to eat her orange. she peeled it, and put the whole thing in her mouth, then made this sort of shocked/amused face, and spat it out. and she did that about 3 times, and i was killing myself laughing. then leyla hid the orange in her hand, and laurie said "have you ate it all?"
and i just laughed even more. oh god.
we had enrichment after that. first lesson i've had with angela before. she just smiles at everything. i was laughing at her, and she thought i was smiling or something at her and joined in. wot.
she made the whole class group together and discuss revision techniques, even though out of the 5 of us who actually turned up don't have any exams coming up. she then told us to make posters on a perfect revision environment with tips. she put the boys together, and me and louise together, except she called us 'the artists'. k.
and yeah, i felt like such a shit drawer. like everyone stopped to look at me draw, and i just made a mess with the whole thing. i'm not comfortable with drawing infront of people anymore.
i remember in high school i was selected for the 'gifted and talented art classes'
and if i had the drawing skills i have now back then, no way i would've got in that class. it's kind of bothering me more than it should.
anyway, getting back to the poster thing, the other group decided revision should involve hip-hop music, mcdonalds meals, and illegal substances. yeah, cause you'd pass with all of them. angela just laughed when she heard them aswell..
she didn't put theirs on the wall though.
since it's alices birthday, she planned for us all to go to town together.
it was also the biffy clyro signing today, and i don't really like them, so i didn't go, and ended up sticking with louise who went to town for alices presents. we spent the majority of the time looking for indie music shops, cause we were looking for different magazines. we never found the ones we wanted. well i was only going to send it to destiny anyway, and she hasn't replied to me yet, so no hurry for me to find it.
when i got home, i had a package sent for me. 25 tea bags and 30p of clippers tea. yaaaaaay :)
i also listened to motion city soundtracks new album 'my dinosaur life' it's pretty good. it's kind of a mixture of their last 3 albums basically.
after that i watched clueless. they only played the muffs at the begining, um. i was told they had little clips in it. i was sad i didn't see that. but i understood it wrong. i thought cher and josh were half-brother and sister?
it reminded me of nowhere boy when i couldn't tell if it was john lennons mother or not. but this time was a whole lot more confusing.
i had a lie in. well. my dad woke me up at 8, like when my bus comes anyway, so not much of a lie in. i just sat in my mam and dads room and talked to my dad til i had to go.
um yeah, i missed 2 buses, and the only other bus that would get me to college on time was late. i'd say fml, but i don't think toby expects me to get to the lesson on time anymore.
when i got to college, it turned out we had to have our injections. leyla told me to wait cause nailah wanted me to get our toegther. um, she had got hers, and i had to go before they were going to pack up. i was a bit annoyed at her for that, but nevermind, at least i got the needle. it hurt more than the other one, if i recall. but it hasn't seemed to bother me, after-pain wise. it hurts a bit more now for some reason.
but in photography when, toby was talking to laurie, leyla decided to eat her orange. she peeled it, and put the whole thing in her mouth, then made this sort of shocked/amused face, and spat it out. and she did that about 3 times, and i was killing myself laughing. then leyla hid the orange in her hand, and laurie said "have you ate it all?"
and i just laughed even more. oh god.
we had enrichment after that. first lesson i've had with angela before. she just smiles at everything. i was laughing at her, and she thought i was smiling or something at her and joined in. wot.
she made the whole class group together and discuss revision techniques, even though out of the 5 of us who actually turned up don't have any exams coming up. she then told us to make posters on a perfect revision environment with tips. she put the boys together, and me and louise together, except she called us 'the artists'. k.
and yeah, i felt like such a shit drawer. like everyone stopped to look at me draw, and i just made a mess with the whole thing. i'm not comfortable with drawing infront of people anymore.
i remember in high school i was selected for the 'gifted and talented art classes'
and if i had the drawing skills i have now back then, no way i would've got in that class. it's kind of bothering me more than it should.
anyway, getting back to the poster thing, the other group decided revision should involve hip-hop music, mcdonalds meals, and illegal substances. yeah, cause you'd pass with all of them. angela just laughed when she heard them aswell..
she didn't put theirs on the wall though.
since it's alices birthday, she planned for us all to go to town together.
it was also the biffy clyro signing today, and i don't really like them, so i didn't go, and ended up sticking with louise who went to town for alices presents. we spent the majority of the time looking for indie music shops, cause we were looking for different magazines. we never found the ones we wanted. well i was only going to send it to destiny anyway, and she hasn't replied to me yet, so no hurry for me to find it.
when i got home, i had a package sent for me. 25 tea bags and 30p of clippers tea. yaaaaaay :)
i also listened to motion city soundtracks new album 'my dinosaur life' it's pretty good. it's kind of a mixture of their last 3 albums basically.
after that i watched clueless. they only played the muffs at the begining, um. i was told they had little clips in it. i was sad i didn't see that. but i understood it wrong. i thought cher and josh were half-brother and sister?
it reminded me of nowhere boy when i couldn't tell if it was john lennons mother or not. but this time was a whole lot more confusing.
Tuesday, 19 January 2010
warbrain.
today was okaaaaayy.
peter wasn't in. could've had a lie in, fuckkkkk.
went to town with leyla. had to take money out of my savings account. fucking hell, i HATE the EMA bussiness at this college. i wish i went to newcastle college instead, i bet it would be easier for me to get the money.
ohhhhh for my lunch i had vegtable crips, i haven't had them in yeaaaars! the beetroot ones are the best.
we ended up being late for photography, but it was good. at least there was no more late cards. yeah the lesson wasn't so great. toby told leyla to stop annoying me. coolest thing he's ever said, it was so funny. at one point it was just us three in the class, and he always goes "is there anything i can do"
and you can tell he gets really bored.
went home. sophie told me she needed to go to town. so i was moping around like "i don't want to go" then ended up changing my mind.
but i ended up going. i couldn't decide to get either clueless or cocktail. i got clueless.
sophie got me more vegtable crisps!!
good times. i hardly ever spend time with my sister these days so it was a change.
so yeah, all day i thought i'd dye my hair tonight, but i didn't. i think i'm getting it done tomorrow (:
oh and i'm still waiting for the john radio interview. it said it started at 9, and it's been a hour, and it turns out he's on at 10. oh well.
apparently if you phone in you can speak to him directly.
this has to be when i run out of credit? no way i'd be able to use the house phone aswell. fml.
peter wasn't in. could've had a lie in, fuckkkkk.
went to town with leyla. had to take money out of my savings account. fucking hell, i HATE the EMA bussiness at this college. i wish i went to newcastle college instead, i bet it would be easier for me to get the money.
ohhhhh for my lunch i had vegtable crips, i haven't had them in yeaaaars! the beetroot ones are the best.
we ended up being late for photography, but it was good. at least there was no more late cards. yeah the lesson wasn't so great. toby told leyla to stop annoying me. coolest thing he's ever said, it was so funny. at one point it was just us three in the class, and he always goes "is there anything i can do"
and you can tell he gets really bored.
went home. sophie told me she needed to go to town. so i was moping around like "i don't want to go" then ended up changing my mind.
but i ended up going. i couldn't decide to get either clueless or cocktail. i got clueless.
sophie got me more vegtable crisps!!
good times. i hardly ever spend time with my sister these days so it was a change.
so yeah, all day i thought i'd dye my hair tonight, but i didn't. i think i'm getting it done tomorrow (:
oh and i'm still waiting for the john radio interview. it said it started at 9, and it's been a hour, and it turns out he's on at 10. oh well.
apparently if you phone in you can speak to him directly.
this has to be when i run out of credit? no way i'd be able to use the house phone aswell. fml.
Monday, 18 January 2010
can you tell i'm uninspired with titles these days.
today was okay, boring though.
i was bored in art. nailah wasn't in, and i couldn't think of what else i could do. i moved onto blood art, and there's nothing bus pete docherty, who isn't exaclty and artist.
the free block went by so fast, and i don't think anything was that much different from any other free block that i've had so far this year. oh and also the weather today was quite delightful, and i actually wore shoes other than my sisters ugg boots. i felt normal.
film wasn't intresting. i missed being in the classroom. although i do like making the script for the personal ad friends, even though i dunno where it's going. it's fun though.
the second art lesson was poop. emma let me go early, which was exactly what i needed, but then again, the bus was bloody late. shiteee.
when i came home i did more photography work. although i couldn't find my glue stick, so i was ironically stuck on what to do. but i like how well i've done. even though it could be better, for me, it's well enough.
oh, my little drawing project is so crap so far. the past few things have been some of the worst drawings ever. but i guess i'm going to develop if i do it everyday. it's quite exciting, i can't wait to be good again.
i was bored in art. nailah wasn't in, and i couldn't think of what else i could do. i moved onto blood art, and there's nothing bus pete docherty, who isn't exaclty and artist.
the free block went by so fast, and i don't think anything was that much different from any other free block that i've had so far this year. oh and also the weather today was quite delightful, and i actually wore shoes other than my sisters ugg boots. i felt normal.
film wasn't intresting. i missed being in the classroom. although i do like making the script for the personal ad friends, even though i dunno where it's going. it's fun though.
the second art lesson was poop. emma let me go early, which was exactly what i needed, but then again, the bus was bloody late. shiteee.
when i came home i did more photography work. although i couldn't find my glue stick, so i was ironically stuck on what to do. but i like how well i've done. even though it could be better, for me, it's well enough.
oh, my little drawing project is so crap so far. the past few things have been some of the worst drawings ever. but i guess i'm going to develop if i do it everyday. it's quite exciting, i can't wait to be good again.
Sunday, 17 January 2010
today was lazy.
first thing i did today was draw. i drew for most of the day to be honest. it was one of the main things i did.
then not long after a couple of pages of drawing, i put on 'forgetting sarah marshell'
i was looking forward to it, but i just didn't enjoy it as much as i expected i would. at the end, my thoughts were "i'm glad i saved £3 from when i was going to buy it" aha.
didn't do much else today, other than a lot of photography work. well, not alot. about a lessons worth.
oh and i watched 'nick and norah's infinite playlist', and oh my! i missed it when it was out at the cinema. i'm quite sad i didn't see it sooner!
i watched it online, so i intend to purchase a copy of my own on DVD, since money deserves to go to the people who created the masterpiece.
i wish i could write more about today, but i don't think i have anything to share. going to draw more, or watch something else. dunno.
first thing i did today was draw. i drew for most of the day to be honest. it was one of the main things i did.
then not long after a couple of pages of drawing, i put on 'forgetting sarah marshell'
i was looking forward to it, but i just didn't enjoy it as much as i expected i would. at the end, my thoughts were "i'm glad i saved £3 from when i was going to buy it" aha.
didn't do much else today, other than a lot of photography work. well, not alot. about a lessons worth.
oh and i watched 'nick and norah's infinite playlist', and oh my! i missed it when it was out at the cinema. i'm quite sad i didn't see it sooner!
i watched it online, so i intend to purchase a copy of my own on DVD, since money deserves to go to the people who created the masterpiece.
i wish i could write more about today, but i don't think i have anything to share. going to draw more, or watch something else. dunno.
Saturday, 16 January 2010
i wanna be an alcoholic
today was fun!
i woke up just in time to get to the bus stop.
met liv there, and decided we'd make our own way to town without leyla.
spent 3-ish hours in town, and all i got was foooooood.
well, a chicken bake which turned out to be a sausage and bean melt. this reminded me of the time i e-mailed greggs about rocky roads, and see if they'd give me a £5 cheque, cause i heard some companies did that. turns out they didn't. but now i have a genuine complaint, they might give me a cheque or something this time!!
then we ditched liv and went to the metro centre. i dunno how long we spent there, but then we ended up walking along to ikea. it made me think about when i move out. in my house i NEED that psycho shower curtain, and my living room to have a coffee table with a photoalbum on it. lush.
but i got a present for alice there, and i felt like i achieved something good for once.
went to asda and bought superbad on dvd, which i'm going to watch later. should be good, considering everyone else on the planet seems to have seen it before.
then went to staples. i've intended to buy fine-liner pens for weeks, and i finally bought a pack of three. i wanted to draw with them really. kind of made a project out of it now. considering my career path seems to be going in that direction, i may aswell practise art in my spare time aswell as some photography in my spare time.
i plan to draw at least one picture everyday, with only a black fine-liner.
just cause i wanted to use the fine-liner, and i've made it something more motivational that just random sketches whenever i please.
it's going to be kind of like a non-digital version of my blog.
so yeah. my rooms colder without a bed.
i'm eating chocolate my dad gave me. but slower than ever. oh well
i've been typing this for ages. i'm guessing almost an hour. i'm so slow today.
i woke up just in time to get to the bus stop.
met liv there, and decided we'd make our own way to town without leyla.
spent 3-ish hours in town, and all i got was foooooood.
well, a chicken bake which turned out to be a sausage and bean melt. this reminded me of the time i e-mailed greggs about rocky roads, and see if they'd give me a £5 cheque, cause i heard some companies did that. turns out they didn't. but now i have a genuine complaint, they might give me a cheque or something this time!!
then we ditched liv and went to the metro centre. i dunno how long we spent there, but then we ended up walking along to ikea. it made me think about when i move out. in my house i NEED that psycho shower curtain, and my living room to have a coffee table with a photoalbum on it. lush.
but i got a present for alice there, and i felt like i achieved something good for once.
went to asda and bought superbad on dvd, which i'm going to watch later. should be good, considering everyone else on the planet seems to have seen it before.
then went to staples. i've intended to buy fine-liner pens for weeks, and i finally bought a pack of three. i wanted to draw with them really. kind of made a project out of it now. considering my career path seems to be going in that direction, i may aswell practise art in my spare time aswell as some photography in my spare time.
i plan to draw at least one picture everyday, with only a black fine-liner.
just cause i wanted to use the fine-liner, and i've made it something more motivational that just random sketches whenever i please.
it's going to be kind of like a non-digital version of my blog.
so yeah. my rooms colder without a bed.
i'm eating chocolate my dad gave me. but slower than ever. oh well
i've been typing this for ages. i'm guessing almost an hour. i'm so slow today.
Friday, 15 January 2010
today was okay.
film was different, i missed watching a film like normal.
we had to do something about our favourite film character. obviously i did edward scissorhands.
but helene and nikki spent the full time not being able to think of one, even helene at one point said "could we put a hollyoaks character?"
seriously?! if you are a film student, surely you have a favourite film or character?!
and nikki was like "will ferrel is a good character"
umm, he's an actor, not a character, or at least not yet.
then at the mini-break, there was a kick-off at the co-op. i dunno the full story, but the guy shouted "HOW DARE YOU ASSUME I SHOPLIFT, THERE'S CCTV IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME... PISSOFF"
then some staff walked past and said "dickhead"
hahaaaa
the next part of the lesson involved making a script out of a story in the metro newspaper. i ended up making one about the only 2 women looking for 'friendship' on the personal ad section. awwwe. joan and laura.
after that lesson me and leyla went to town. for the 3+ hours we had spare. i lacked in money ): stupid EMA. i post something about them every week. but my point is, it is actually that annoying.
so yeah all i got was my dinner, which was disapointing.
when i got back to tutorial, i probably spent the most time ever in the form class. we had to fill in a form about what we were planning to do, then peter was like "now log on"
and to me that just means "piss off and do what you want"
i was tooooooo excited to get home to my new bed. apparently it was coming half an hour after i came home, which was a dissapointment.
then long story short, i can't have the bed cause it can't get upstairs.
so yeah, i'm typing this from my matress thats on my bedroom floor. joe is at the other side of the room snoring his head off, so i'm guessing i won't have much sleep tonight.
oh, and i'm sad that heidi's out of celebrity bug brother. but now i guess she was a bit boring. i'm very bored of this big brother. pooooooie.
film was different, i missed watching a film like normal.
we had to do something about our favourite film character. obviously i did edward scissorhands.
but helene and nikki spent the full time not being able to think of one, even helene at one point said "could we put a hollyoaks character?"
seriously?! if you are a film student, surely you have a favourite film or character?!
and nikki was like "will ferrel is a good character"
umm, he's an actor, not a character, or at least not yet.
then at the mini-break, there was a kick-off at the co-op. i dunno the full story, but the guy shouted "HOW DARE YOU ASSUME I SHOPLIFT, THERE'S CCTV IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME... PISSOFF"
then some staff walked past and said "dickhead"
hahaaaa
the next part of the lesson involved making a script out of a story in the metro newspaper. i ended up making one about the only 2 women looking for 'friendship' on the personal ad section. awwwe. joan and laura.
after that lesson me and leyla went to town. for the 3+ hours we had spare. i lacked in money ): stupid EMA. i post something about them every week. but my point is, it is actually that annoying.
so yeah all i got was my dinner, which was disapointing.
when i got back to tutorial, i probably spent the most time ever in the form class. we had to fill in a form about what we were planning to do, then peter was like "now log on"
and to me that just means "piss off and do what you want"
i was tooooooo excited to get home to my new bed. apparently it was coming half an hour after i came home, which was a dissapointment.
then long story short, i can't have the bed cause it can't get upstairs.
so yeah, i'm typing this from my matress thats on my bedroom floor. joe is at the other side of the room snoring his head off, so i'm guessing i won't have much sleep tonight.
oh, and i'm sad that heidi's out of celebrity bug brother. but now i guess she was a bit boring. i'm very bored of this big brother. pooooooie.
Thursday, 14 January 2010
today was okay.
first lesson was photography. long, but i did work. like more than what i regularly do.
then film, which was american history x recapp.
what pissed me off, the conversation subject was racsim, but the people who wrote "chink" on the answers to the questions we wrote shouted "i'm not racist"
HA, whatever. just cause they get shit on the film for being racist, doesn't mean you're okay just saying your not even though you wrote those hideous slurs on the page. ugh. i hate some people.
in art i just went over the top with the red paint. i think i used almost all the bottle of it just to make bloodstains.
oh, and the class HAD to be silent when i told emma that i left "charles manson things" in her office. everyone tried to hold in their laugh but obviously couldn't. oh well. i'm a psycho then.
yeah not much else was that good today. i'm waiting for today to be over with, then friday to come and be over with too.
first lesson was photography. long, but i did work. like more than what i regularly do.
then film, which was american history x recapp.
what pissed me off, the conversation subject was racsim, but the people who wrote "chink" on the answers to the questions we wrote shouted "i'm not racist"
HA, whatever. just cause they get shit on the film for being racist, doesn't mean you're okay just saying your not even though you wrote those hideous slurs on the page. ugh. i hate some people.
in art i just went over the top with the red paint. i think i used almost all the bottle of it just to make bloodstains.
oh, and the class HAD to be silent when i told emma that i left "charles manson things" in her office. everyone tried to hold in their laugh but obviously couldn't. oh well. i'm a psycho then.
yeah not much else was that good today. i'm waiting for today to be over with, then friday to come and be over with too.
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
today was okay. not as good as yesterday, but whateverrrr.
my dad gave me a lift to college, then waited in the carpark for me whilst i had my 10 minute registration, and took me back home.
i was going to watch a film when i got back home, but i had no time and just browsed through pictures online whilst i warmed up in bed.
photography was quick again. i sat in the office and cut up my pictures. thinking about it, i have lots of things i could do. but at least i actually did do work this lesson.
we ended up getting peter for enrichment. pooooop.
we had to see the new head of the college talk to us all. yeah, he basically told us all off. bastard.
when i got home i put on juno. it's the first time i saw it, and i honestly loved it, and not how i expected it to be. not only is it similar to the type of films i like, her step-mom is in quite a few films i like. mhmmm.
now i'm waiting for slumdog millionare to come on. never seen it, should be good!
my dad gave me a lift to college, then waited in the carpark for me whilst i had my 10 minute registration, and took me back home.
i was going to watch a film when i got back home, but i had no time and just browsed through pictures online whilst i warmed up in bed.
photography was quick again. i sat in the office and cut up my pictures. thinking about it, i have lots of things i could do. but at least i actually did do work this lesson.
we ended up getting peter for enrichment. pooooop.
we had to see the new head of the college talk to us all. yeah, he basically told us all off. bastard.
when i got home i put on juno. it's the first time i saw it, and i honestly loved it, and not how i expected it to be. not only is it similar to the type of films i like, her step-mom is in quite a few films i like. mhmmm.
now i'm waiting for slumdog millionare to come on. never seen it, should be good!
Tuesday, 12 January 2010
it don't take a genius to be an idiot.
today was delightful like i expected it to be :)
although i couldn't be bothered with college, i got there on time.
ended up only being in college for 10 minutes, then making my way into town with leyla.
we went straight to HMV. i purchased juno, since i'm the only person on the planet who hasn't seen it, and it's £3, so i thought why not.
oh and i made myself ridiculously full by getting 2 sausage rolls rather than just the one. just cause i usually can barely afford one, and getting 2 used to be normal as a kid. not only did it over-fill me, but i had no change for a drink.
photography seemed to quick. toby made me and leyla go to the art office to do print our work. when he left, we ended up finding old reports. i thought it was the new one and i was heartbroken when i heard "D/E"
but i got that last year so, hopefully this year i'll get at least a C.
after that, me and liv travelled to the bus stop. same thing happened like last week. waited 10 minutes, walked to a different bus stop, the bus went past, then we ran this time. i caught up to it, but it just drove away. i've never caught the 17 back home in days, and i don't like getting them on thursdays, so the next few times i can get them will be full of kids. poooooop.
but at livs we watched her video of 'chums' that was on sm:tv. ooommmmmmlllll.
there were things on it like "ooooh i remember that!"
we also had lovley homemade milkshakes :)
when i got home i was invited to go over and keep joe company, so i ended up doing his paper round with him. it was the first time i went the full paper round, which was good. when we got back home, i noticed my knee was in agony. i did slip more than ever around walker. too much ice there, they mustn't care about going in the street there, i mean if they get their newspaper delivered!
i also found out that i might be going to oakley this year! i thought they forgot about me, but someone who goes phoned joe and said they'd post me things so i can go back. i'm so excited about starting a fresh there again this year. it made me think, since 2007 i've changed so much. i think without oakley, i'd be a bit shit at conversations, and too shy. oh wellll.
big brother just finnished. and i HATE steph, and ivanna. ugh, i can't stand the fact steph will still be there, and the house will have 2 less people in who weren't that bad.
although i couldn't be bothered with college, i got there on time.
ended up only being in college for 10 minutes, then making my way into town with leyla.
we went straight to HMV. i purchased juno, since i'm the only person on the planet who hasn't seen it, and it's £3, so i thought why not.
oh and i made myself ridiculously full by getting 2 sausage rolls rather than just the one. just cause i usually can barely afford one, and getting 2 used to be normal as a kid. not only did it over-fill me, but i had no change for a drink.
photography seemed to quick. toby made me and leyla go to the art office to do print our work. when he left, we ended up finding old reports. i thought it was the new one and i was heartbroken when i heard "D/E"
but i got that last year so, hopefully this year i'll get at least a C.
after that, me and liv travelled to the bus stop. same thing happened like last week. waited 10 minutes, walked to a different bus stop, the bus went past, then we ran this time. i caught up to it, but it just drove away. i've never caught the 17 back home in days, and i don't like getting them on thursdays, so the next few times i can get them will be full of kids. poooooop.
but at livs we watched her video of 'chums' that was on sm:tv. ooommmmmmlllll.
there were things on it like "ooooh i remember that!"
we also had lovley homemade milkshakes :)
when i got home i was invited to go over and keep joe company, so i ended up doing his paper round with him. it was the first time i went the full paper round, which was good. when we got back home, i noticed my knee was in agony. i did slip more than ever around walker. too much ice there, they mustn't care about going in the street there, i mean if they get their newspaper delivered!
i also found out that i might be going to oakley this year! i thought they forgot about me, but someone who goes phoned joe and said they'd post me things so i can go back. i'm so excited about starting a fresh there again this year. it made me think, since 2007 i've changed so much. i think without oakley, i'd be a bit shit at conversations, and too shy. oh wellll.
big brother just finnished. and i HATE steph, and ivanna. ugh, i can't stand the fact steph will still be there, and the house will have 2 less people in who weren't that bad.
omg.
tim burton's alice in wonderland sountrack ♥!!
1. “Alice (Underground)” performed by Avril Lavigne
2. “The Poison” performed by The All-American Rejects
3. “The Technicolor Phase” performed by Owl City
4. “Her Name Is Alice” performed by Shinedown
5. “Painting Flowers” performed by All Time Low
6. “Where’s My Angel” performed by Metro Station
7. “Strange” performed by Tokio Hotel and Kerli
8. “Follow Me Down” performed by 3OH!3 featuring Neon Hitch
9. “Very Good Advice” performed by Robert Smith
10. “In Transit” performed by Mark Hoppus with Pete Wentz
11. “Welcome to Mystery” performed by Plain White T’s
12. “Tea Party” performed by Kerli
13. “The Lobster Quadrille” performed by Franz Ferdinand
14. “Running Out of Time” performed by Motion City Soundtrack
15. “Fell Down a Hole” performed by Wolfmother
16. “White Rabbit” performed by Grace Potter and the Nocturnals
lots of shit up there, however 2 of my all time heroes in a soundtrack by my all time favourite hollywood director.
that is just total and utter love.
also, it's my "uncle" robert, and my real dad, tim burton.
such a talented family.
1. “Alice (Underground)” performed by Avril Lavigne
2. “The Poison” performed by The All-American Rejects
3. “The Technicolor Phase” performed by Owl City
4. “Her Name Is Alice” performed by Shinedown
5. “Painting Flowers” performed by All Time Low
6. “Where’s My Angel” performed by Metro Station
7. “Strange” performed by Tokio Hotel and Kerli
8. “Follow Me Down” performed by 3OH!3 featuring Neon Hitch
9. “Very Good Advice” performed by Robert Smith
10. “In Transit” performed by Mark Hoppus with Pete Wentz
11. “Welcome to Mystery” performed by Plain White T’s
12. “Tea Party” performed by Kerli
13. “The Lobster Quadrille” performed by Franz Ferdinand
14. “Running Out of Time” performed by Motion City Soundtrack
15. “Fell Down a Hole” performed by Wolfmother
16. “White Rabbit” performed by Grace Potter and the Nocturnals
lots of shit up there, however 2 of my all time heroes in a soundtrack by my all time favourite hollywood director.
that is just total and utter love.
also, it's my "uncle" robert, and my real dad, tim burton.
such a talented family.
Monday, 11 January 2010
celebrity big brother.
yeah it's probably the only thing i've been watching these days, and i haven't really mentioned my thoughts on it here alot.
so heidi, sov, and katia are up for eviction.
personally, i don't think heidi is that bad of a person in the house, i don't see why she should be up. but, i have a feeling out of whoes up she will be out.
but i'm more surprised that sov is up, i thought everyone in the house liked her! but i think the audience like her, so i doubt she will be going.
however, i'd like katia to go. she's leading jonas on, then telling him to stop it. she's obviously only famous for getting with celebrities, so really she's not even a rightful celebrity anyway.
right now my favourtie is probably steven. although, i don't agree on his religious views, i think he's a funny and sweet guy! people in house are easily annoyed by him which can be humourous aswell.
so heidi, sov, and katia are up for eviction.
personally, i don't think heidi is that bad of a person in the house, i don't see why she should be up. but, i have a feeling out of whoes up she will be out.
but i'm more surprised that sov is up, i thought everyone in the house liked her! but i think the audience like her, so i doubt she will be going.
however, i'd like katia to go. she's leading jonas on, then telling him to stop it. she's obviously only famous for getting with celebrities, so really she's not even a rightful celebrity anyway.
right now my favourtie is probably steven. although, i don't agree on his religious views, i think he's a funny and sweet guy! people in house are easily annoyed by him which can be humourous aswell.
today was good.
i missed that every possible bus that would take me to college in time, so luckily my mam was off and gave me a lift. i ended up being there faaaar too early, and started to think "is it on today D:" there was literally no one there apart from some teachers walking by.
i found out in art i have to have an extra session at the end of the day. plus nailah didn't even know if she could stay for it, and no one else in the class really speaks to me. emma is keep telling me to stop working in my workbook cause i've got lots in and nothing for a portfolio, incase i need examples of work. but i'm just too addicted to my charles manson postcard project! i spent the lesson painting 'helter skelter' and forging his signature onto postcards. it was very much so enjoyable.
i then spent my free break trailing around north sheilds with louise looking for a whiteboard. the only one i found was a giant one, or another giant one with half cork board. both of them were £4 aswell. such a silly price! i didn't bother.
then film studies we watched the rest of american history x. okay, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, after i've seen all of it, but i don't intend to see it again for a long time. i don't enjoy films that are overly gorey/violent, and this is definatly one of them, but at least this has a proper story line to it rather than just all gore. it's basically showing what comes around goes around, and then some, which was smart.
i didn't even spend that long in art. i made a postcard for nailah with ed gein on, and i probably won't be putting that in my work. and that was basically all i done. not even work for my portfolio.
me and nailah went to north sheilds again, but to help her find a portfolio. we spent more time waiting for the bus than the time it took to get there! i actually decided i like walking from college to the shops, rather than walking to college in general.
but i found a whiteboard, along with many other variations in home bargins. i was like gibribtuhbigu why didn't i try there in the first place? D:
but at least i have one now. and currently it's full of things i need to too/things i'm looking forward to :)
i was sad i came home later than i expected to, but i liked having something to do. on the bus journey i resumed my book reading, and i'm pleased i did, although i have a feeling since i only just discovered the twist, i won't enjoy it that much. i'm going to continue anyway, but only bus journeys and other times alone. so like i usually am, it'll probably take 2 years or something stupid. i dunno, i'm not in the mood for anything like that.
i'm excited for tomorrow. it should be a very delightful day indeed. at least i hope it will.
oh and i'm also very surprised about something today.
i can't wait to put more stuff on my whiteboard.
thats my small paragraph on why my life is currently good :)
i missed that every possible bus that would take me to college in time, so luckily my mam was off and gave me a lift. i ended up being there faaaar too early, and started to think "is it on today D:" there was literally no one there apart from some teachers walking by.
i found out in art i have to have an extra session at the end of the day. plus nailah didn't even know if she could stay for it, and no one else in the class really speaks to me. emma is keep telling me to stop working in my workbook cause i've got lots in and nothing for a portfolio, incase i need examples of work. but i'm just too addicted to my charles manson postcard project! i spent the lesson painting 'helter skelter' and forging his signature onto postcards. it was very much so enjoyable.
i then spent my free break trailing around north sheilds with louise looking for a whiteboard. the only one i found was a giant one, or another giant one with half cork board. both of them were £4 aswell. such a silly price! i didn't bother.
then film studies we watched the rest of american history x. okay, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, after i've seen all of it, but i don't intend to see it again for a long time. i don't enjoy films that are overly gorey/violent, and this is definatly one of them, but at least this has a proper story line to it rather than just all gore. it's basically showing what comes around goes around, and then some, which was smart.
i didn't even spend that long in art. i made a postcard for nailah with ed gein on, and i probably won't be putting that in my work. and that was basically all i done. not even work for my portfolio.
me and nailah went to north sheilds again, but to help her find a portfolio. we spent more time waiting for the bus than the time it took to get there! i actually decided i like walking from college to the shops, rather than walking to college in general.
but i found a whiteboard, along with many other variations in home bargins. i was like gibribtuhbigu why didn't i try there in the first place? D:
but at least i have one now. and currently it's full of things i need to too/things i'm looking forward to :)
i was sad i came home later than i expected to, but i liked having something to do. on the bus journey i resumed my book reading, and i'm pleased i did, although i have a feeling since i only just discovered the twist, i won't enjoy it that much. i'm going to continue anyway, but only bus journeys and other times alone. so like i usually am, it'll probably take 2 years or something stupid. i dunno, i'm not in the mood for anything like that.
i'm excited for tomorrow. it should be a very delightful day indeed. at least i hope it will.
oh and i'm also very surprised about something today.
i can't wait to put more stuff on my whiteboard.
thats my small paragraph on why my life is currently good :)
Sunday, 10 January 2010
never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.
today was good.
i went to the fossway shopping centre with my parents.
i got evan almighty, uncle buck and the cable guy, which came up to £7 altogether. cheap dvds are win.
i spent quite alot of the day there. i saw a girl from my old school aswell. the last time i saw her was at a house party, and she was the only sober one there. it must've been so awkward for her. but today, i mistook her for a little girl. i didn't even notice her til she spoke to me. it was funny.
when i got home i put on evan almighty. i was quite disapointed, cause i didn't expect it to be like that. so this week i learnt bruce almighty was the better one.
now the cinerella story is on tele. i remember seeing it at the cinema when i was in year 7, and people in my form class were obsessed with it too.
i remember the week after i saw it i went to see the terminal aswell. i still have my ticket for that in my room somewhere!
i intend to make a memory box this year, and that will go in.
i went to the fossway shopping centre with my parents.
i got evan almighty, uncle buck and the cable guy, which came up to £7 altogether. cheap dvds are win.
i spent quite alot of the day there. i saw a girl from my old school aswell. the last time i saw her was at a house party, and she was the only sober one there. it must've been so awkward for her. but today, i mistook her for a little girl. i didn't even notice her til she spoke to me. it was funny.
when i got home i put on evan almighty. i was quite disapointed, cause i didn't expect it to be like that. so this week i learnt bruce almighty was the better one.
now the cinerella story is on tele. i remember seeing it at the cinema when i was in year 7, and people in my form class were obsessed with it too.
i remember the week after i saw it i went to see the terminal aswell. i still have my ticket for that in my room somewhere!
i intend to make a memory box this year, and that will go in.
Saturday, 9 January 2010
we are all that we have.
so today was better than i was expecting it to be.
so yeah i watched 50 first dates. it was okay. not as amazing as i thought it would be. i can imagine seeing it another time would just be annoying. i think the next time i see that won't be anytime soon.
right after that i watched bruce almighty. just cause it was movie of the day yesterday, and i was thinking about how much i wanted to see it when it came out. that always happens with me. i specifically miss seeing the corpse bride, and i had to see monter-in-law, that shit one with jennifer lopez.
but back to my point, bruce almighty was a perfect comedy film. it made up for how disapointed with 50 first dates. jim carey has to be the funniest hollywood actor of his time. on to of that, he can do a serious role aswell, e.g. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
next i wanna see evan almighty. i heard it wasn't that good, but steve carell can be funny sometimes.
the rest of my day was spent listening to music, warming up, and tidying my room. i have most of it done, i'll probably continue tomorrow.
i was also looking at things i could buy on amazon. seriously, my mind went blank. the last things i looked up according to the main page are things i don't really want, or things i already have. i hate this. but i like finding the cheap things on there.
people should reccommend me stuff (:
so yeah i watched 50 first dates. it was okay. not as amazing as i thought it would be. i can imagine seeing it another time would just be annoying. i think the next time i see that won't be anytime soon.
right after that i watched bruce almighty. just cause it was movie of the day yesterday, and i was thinking about how much i wanted to see it when it came out. that always happens with me. i specifically miss seeing the corpse bride, and i had to see monter-in-law, that shit one with jennifer lopez.
but back to my point, bruce almighty was a perfect comedy film. it made up for how disapointed with 50 first dates. jim carey has to be the funniest hollywood actor of his time. on to of that, he can do a serious role aswell, e.g. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
next i wanna see evan almighty. i heard it wasn't that good, but steve carell can be funny sometimes.
the rest of my day was spent listening to music, warming up, and tidying my room. i have most of it done, i'll probably continue tomorrow.
i was also looking at things i could buy on amazon. seriously, my mind went blank. the last things i looked up according to the main page are things i don't really want, or things i already have. i hate this. but i like finding the cheap things on there.
people should reccommend me stuff (:
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right now it's snowing even more. so i can't imagine today will be any fun. i'm staying in my pj's for all of today i'm guessing.
i put 50 first dates on. my sister gave me it, cause she got it for christmas and said she hated it, and gave it to me. i've been intending to watch it.
i love adam sandler, and i love drew barrymore so i should enjoy it.
oh and svengali is starting soon, and i'm going to be on the credits (:
so excited to watch it. watch out for my future blog posts mentioning it.
i put 50 first dates on. my sister gave me it, cause she got it for christmas and said she hated it, and gave it to me. i've been intending to watch it.
i love adam sandler, and i love drew barrymore so i should enjoy it.
oh and svengali is starting soon, and i'm going to be on the credits (:
so excited to watch it. watch out for my future blog posts mentioning it.
Friday, 8 January 2010
today was fun!
i had a long lie in. followed by a long bath.
i then went to the silverlink with louise. we were going to go shopping beforehand, but just ended up straight at the cinema. went to see avatar in imax.
the alice and wonderland trailer was on. i got goosebumps, i'm so excited for march!
avatar though. that film is far better than what i was expecting it to be, from what i heard people say about it. once you're just about halfway through, it's utterly amazing. and, this being my first ever imax film, really made me more intrested in seeing more in 3d.
the only downside is the stupid fucking family next to me wouldn't stop talking to their kids. yes, it was the adults interrupting, not the children.
there was this part when the avatars are in the forrest for the first time, and there was these weird plants, and the woman in the audience shouted "I WANT TO GO THERE". she didn't even know what the plants did yet. urgh.
i'd post the trailer on, but i don't like the trailers on youtube, and i've been told no one watches the videos i post on here anyway.
not really done anything else intresting today.
i was sad i missed the first 15 minutes of big brother. this year could be much better though, so it's not like i missed much.
i had a long lie in. followed by a long bath.
i then went to the silverlink with louise. we were going to go shopping beforehand, but just ended up straight at the cinema. went to see avatar in imax.
the alice and wonderland trailer was on. i got goosebumps, i'm so excited for march!
avatar though. that film is far better than what i was expecting it to be, from what i heard people say about it. once you're just about halfway through, it's utterly amazing. and, this being my first ever imax film, really made me more intrested in seeing more in 3d.
the only downside is the stupid fucking family next to me wouldn't stop talking to their kids. yes, it was the adults interrupting, not the children.
there was this part when the avatars are in the forrest for the first time, and there was these weird plants, and the woman in the audience shouted "I WANT TO GO THERE". she didn't even know what the plants did yet. urgh.
i'd post the trailer on, but i don't like the trailers on youtube, and i've been told no one watches the videos i post on here anyway.
not really done anything else intresting today.
i was sad i missed the first 15 minutes of big brother. this year could be much better though, so it's not like i missed much.
Thursday, 7 January 2010
everything i promised everyone i'd be well i just ain't.
today was better than what it could've been.
college was closed today, so i had a lie in. well, i say that, i woke up at 10.30, the other day i slept in til 3. basically i'm trying to say it wasn't much of a lie in considering how long i mangage to sleep in the morning.
my dad and sophie and myself were watching maury. i haven't watched that since my first year of college. when i skived photography, i used to come home and watch that, or south park. either way i was avoiding work.
and we watched the flinstones aswell. is it bad that i still enjoy it? it made me remember the playstation game i had. it was supposed to be bowling, but it was basically a racing game. misleading or what? it was still a good game though. it was probably the last playstation 1 game i bought.
i continued my book. although, it was cut short cause i was invited to go shopping in wallsend with my sister. i wanted to do something decent today other than reading at least, so i did. when we were out she bought me a bag and told me to use it when i next go out. and i know i will because it's lovley. i also got to go to well worthit for the first time. literally before i walked in, i slipped. if the automatic door hadn't of been open, i would've slipped on the floor completly. that has been my only serious slip in this weather so far.
speaking of the weather, i am not looking forward to when all this snow melts. seriously, it's the most i've ever seen. i wish my camera wasn't fucked. sometime soon i intend to take pictures to prove this.
college was closed today, so i had a lie in. well, i say that, i woke up at 10.30, the other day i slept in til 3. basically i'm trying to say it wasn't much of a lie in considering how long i mangage to sleep in the morning.
my dad and sophie and myself were watching maury. i haven't watched that since my first year of college. when i skived photography, i used to come home and watch that, or south park. either way i was avoiding work.
and we watched the flinstones aswell. is it bad that i still enjoy it? it made me remember the playstation game i had. it was supposed to be bowling, but it was basically a racing game. misleading or what? it was still a good game though. it was probably the last playstation 1 game i bought.
i continued my book. although, it was cut short cause i was invited to go shopping in wallsend with my sister. i wanted to do something decent today other than reading at least, so i did. when we were out she bought me a bag and told me to use it when i next go out. and i know i will because it's lovley. i also got to go to well worthit for the first time. literally before i walked in, i slipped. if the automatic door hadn't of been open, i would've slipped on the floor completly. that has been my only serious slip in this weather so far.
speaking of the weather, i am not looking forward to when all this snow melts. seriously, it's the most i've ever seen. i wish my camera wasn't fucked. sometime soon i intend to take pictures to prove this.
Wednesday, 6 January 2010
to know you is to hate you, so loving you must be like suicide.
today was good, but a piss-take.
the snow was so thick. like, the thickest i've ever seen it in my life. i died this morning when i only had my converse on in the snow. there's 2 holes on the inner side of each, and it slowly filled with snow whenever i was outside. not only that, i chose to wear one pair of socks, not even fancy thick ones. i miss my fake uggs. my sister has them apparently. ugh.
well, no first lesson today. after registration, i originally kept walking around the college entrance deciding weither just to go home, even though there was no comfirmation of the rest of the lessons cancelling. i even stood at the bus stop for 10 minutes speaking to him what to do. during this, joelle parked next to the bus stop, and ran into college. i was hoping, that she was urgently informing them the rest of the days cancelled. but that encouraged me to go in and find out. instead of asking about it, i sat by one of the computers and started to write up my first pen-pal letter. it was so hard starting the whole conversation, but hopefully it's going to be different to my last pen-pal. from what i understand of her, she's a total contrast to my last pen-pal. don't get me wrong, she isn't a bad person, just we ended up just texting rather than actually writing letters, which was saddening and expensive.
then leyla came to join me cause she finished a lesson early. davey walked by, and came over to tell us that he'd spoken to the people who wrote the offensive things on the quiz we had on the last lesson before christmas. i didn't react, but wanted to say thanks. leyla just said "cool"
it's kind of funny, but davey was obviously caring enough to do something about it. like if it happened in photography, toby would've blamed one of us for doing it.
and i also found out college finished at 12. i only had a photography lesson at 11.20. it pissed me off. we were lateish for that lesson too cause we were watching charles manson dancing. it's a perfect excuse aswell. just blame all your educational problems on charles manson.
i even left earlier too with leyla to get my new photography workbook. well toby insisted i should have one by tomorrow.
so i bought one at the royal quays, along with a book named 'panic' by jeff abbott. it was only 25p. leyla bought a copy too.
oh and at the greggs stand, leyla bought me a sausage roll, and got herself a sausage and bean melt.
but when she asked for them, she just said to the woman "sausage... roll and sausage and bean melt"
it was too funny. i'm laughing now thinking about it. i can imagine it would be alot more cringey if i had been the one buying them.
we then went into wallsend, for my stamp. it cost me 90p to send that letter. it's only 62p for a postcard, so why should one page be 30p more? pfft.
ohh another funny greggs moment. leyla bought a pasty, and it fell out the bottom of the bag. and we were standing laughing at it for about a minute and it was still lying on the floor.
when i got home my feet were itchy, cause of the snow. oh, and did i mention, my front yard is perfect. no ones walked in it today, and the snow also fell from the roof. i wish i took a picture of it, but i guess i couldn't take a perfect shot of it without christening it with footprints. if it's still as nice tomorrow, i'll give it a try.
and so far, my book is intresting. it's a crime/thriller, which i wasn't too excited about. it's about a film maker whoes mother forces to come back home, even though he lives 2 hours away. when he gets there, the mother is dead, and the people who killed her try and kill him. i don't want to go too into it. but i didn't really explain much more than the blurb of the book did.
i'm on chapter 7 now. since i'm off tomorrow, i intend to read after celebrity big brother. ooh i'm old (:
the snow was so thick. like, the thickest i've ever seen it in my life. i died this morning when i only had my converse on in the snow. there's 2 holes on the inner side of each, and it slowly filled with snow whenever i was outside. not only that, i chose to wear one pair of socks, not even fancy thick ones. i miss my fake uggs. my sister has them apparently. ugh.
well, no first lesson today. after registration, i originally kept walking around the college entrance deciding weither just to go home, even though there was no comfirmation of the rest of the lessons cancelling. i even stood at the bus stop for 10 minutes speaking to him what to do. during this, joelle parked next to the bus stop, and ran into college. i was hoping, that she was urgently informing them the rest of the days cancelled. but that encouraged me to go in and find out. instead of asking about it, i sat by one of the computers and started to write up my first pen-pal letter. it was so hard starting the whole conversation, but hopefully it's going to be different to my last pen-pal. from what i understand of her, she's a total contrast to my last pen-pal. don't get me wrong, she isn't a bad person, just we ended up just texting rather than actually writing letters, which was saddening and expensive.
then leyla came to join me cause she finished a lesson early. davey walked by, and came over to tell us that he'd spoken to the people who wrote the offensive things on the quiz we had on the last lesson before christmas. i didn't react, but wanted to say thanks. leyla just said "cool"
it's kind of funny, but davey was obviously caring enough to do something about it. like if it happened in photography, toby would've blamed one of us for doing it.
and i also found out college finished at 12. i only had a photography lesson at 11.20. it pissed me off. we were lateish for that lesson too cause we were watching charles manson dancing. it's a perfect excuse aswell. just blame all your educational problems on charles manson.
i even left earlier too with leyla to get my new photography workbook. well toby insisted i should have one by tomorrow.
so i bought one at the royal quays, along with a book named 'panic' by jeff abbott. it was only 25p. leyla bought a copy too.
oh and at the greggs stand, leyla bought me a sausage roll, and got herself a sausage and bean melt.
but when she asked for them, she just said to the woman "sausage... roll and sausage and bean melt"
it was too funny. i'm laughing now thinking about it. i can imagine it would be alot more cringey if i had been the one buying them.
we then went into wallsend, for my stamp. it cost me 90p to send that letter. it's only 62p for a postcard, so why should one page be 30p more? pfft.
ohh another funny greggs moment. leyla bought a pasty, and it fell out the bottom of the bag. and we were standing laughing at it for about a minute and it was still lying on the floor.
when i got home my feet were itchy, cause of the snow. oh, and did i mention, my front yard is perfect. no ones walked in it today, and the snow also fell from the roof. i wish i took a picture of it, but i guess i couldn't take a perfect shot of it without christening it with footprints. if it's still as nice tomorrow, i'll give it a try.
and so far, my book is intresting. it's a crime/thriller, which i wasn't too excited about. it's about a film maker whoes mother forces to come back home, even though he lives 2 hours away. when he gets there, the mother is dead, and the people who killed her try and kill him. i don't want to go too into it. but i didn't really explain much more than the blurb of the book did.
i'm on chapter 7 now. since i'm off tomorrow, i intend to read after celebrity big brother. ooh i'm old (:
i keep forgetting to mention
every night since i've started college again, like just as i start to dream, i always dream i slip on the ice. i actually like slip aswell, even though i'm lying down, and it wakes me up.
it seems more of the sort of thing i'd write on here.
it seems more of the sort of thing i'd write on here.
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
you can turn the other cheek, just don't turn the other way.
today was boring.
i got enough sleep last night. but it's a shame my jaw is in agony cause that'll probably keep me up tonight. pewp.
i had to miss my lie in today for stupid registration. it's supposed to be 10 minutes, but peter was like "we have 15 minutes"
oh, and at the begining of the lesson he said "HELLO LOUISE" when she wasn't even there, the he said "oh, thats not louise" so i turned around and he went "hello!"
then when louise did come in he said "emma!" and louise said "i'm louise" then peter looked at me and said "louise"
i can't tell if it's on purpose or not. it's funny, but i can imagine it's going to get annoying.
he said to someone "have i met you before?" for fucks sake, we've been in that form class for about 2 months.
i spent my 2 hour free in north sheilds with louise, alice and leyla.
i got paracetamol and water. 19p each.
i really enjoy cheap things.
then photography seemed short. toby was out the class most of the time, so that meant no proper work done. i couldn't be bothered to write up my evaulation, so i'm going to type something up, if i have the motivation.
oh, and i hate the weather, only because you can't tell if the bus will be late or not. i waited 3 minutes at the bus stop after the due time, then started to walk to the next one that comes close to home. the first bus drives past me, not close enough to get to the bus stop in time. FML.
my feet have been so cold without my cheap ugg boots, going in the snow without them isn't the same.
when i actually got home, i was in for over an hour til my dad found out i was home. i thought it was quite funny.
i came up with the coolest idea to have a jukebox in the bathroom cupboard. it just makes sense. i love when i come up with thoughts that i think just work. i can't express it, cause i've never really spoke about it to anyone.
i got enough sleep last night. but it's a shame my jaw is in agony cause that'll probably keep me up tonight. pewp.
i had to miss my lie in today for stupid registration. it's supposed to be 10 minutes, but peter was like "we have 15 minutes"
oh, and at the begining of the lesson he said "HELLO LOUISE" when she wasn't even there, the he said "oh, thats not louise" so i turned around and he went "hello!"
then when louise did come in he said "emma!" and louise said "i'm louise" then peter looked at me and said "louise"
i can't tell if it's on purpose or not. it's funny, but i can imagine it's going to get annoying.
he said to someone "have i met you before?" for fucks sake, we've been in that form class for about 2 months.
i spent my 2 hour free in north sheilds with louise, alice and leyla.
i got paracetamol and water. 19p each.
i really enjoy cheap things.
then photography seemed short. toby was out the class most of the time, so that meant no proper work done. i couldn't be bothered to write up my evaulation, so i'm going to type something up, if i have the motivation.
oh, and i hate the weather, only because you can't tell if the bus will be late or not. i waited 3 minutes at the bus stop after the due time, then started to walk to the next one that comes close to home. the first bus drives past me, not close enough to get to the bus stop in time. FML.
my feet have been so cold without my cheap ugg boots, going in the snow without them isn't the same.
when i actually got home, i was in for over an hour til my dad found out i was home. i thought it was quite funny.
i came up with the coolest idea to have a jukebox in the bathroom cupboard. it just makes sense. i love when i come up with thoughts that i think just work. i can't express it, cause i've never really spoke about it to anyone.
Monday, 4 January 2010
tha man who sold the world.
today was alright to start with, pooopie to end with, even though it's barely over.
first day back at college, with the new registration system. peter was late. how annoying. if he's late everyday, whats the point?
i spent art with nailiah and leyla. i did no work, since all we did was have a laugh in the art office. it was a nice change, but i kind of miss focusing on my work. it got me kind of worried.
also, we found out that the art exam is 'obsessions and passions'. FUCK. what am i supposed to do mine about? in art i'm doing postcards/serial killers, and in photography i'm doing music. but at least i have time to think of something decent, i suppose.
i then had a free. i spent that with louise walking up to get my buspass re-newed. this took up all of the free block, and it we got back right on time for lunch.
last lesson was film. we watched american history x. i actually have been wanting to watch it for a while now. i'm totally shocked at it so far. i just hate how there's no positive side to the story. and i really have a problem with racism, and this was basically a bunch of nazi-skinheads ganging up against anyone who isn't a white protestant.
i guess it was how violent it was what shocked me the most.
this was the last part we saw in class.
OH DID I MENTION AFTER THAT LESSON I WAS GOING TO THE DENIST? URGH, FML.
yes. and it was horrible.
they pulled a tooth out, and kept cracking it, and all that was going through my head was that scene.
it was the worst pain i have ever been through in my life. and she injected the numbing stuff 8 times on the left side of my mouth, and i felt everything. it's still bleeding now.
first day back at college, with the new registration system. peter was late. how annoying. if he's late everyday, whats the point?
i spent art with nailiah and leyla. i did no work, since all we did was have a laugh in the art office. it was a nice change, but i kind of miss focusing on my work. it got me kind of worried.
also, we found out that the art exam is 'obsessions and passions'. FUCK. what am i supposed to do mine about? in art i'm doing postcards/serial killers, and in photography i'm doing music. but at least i have time to think of something decent, i suppose.
i then had a free. i spent that with louise walking up to get my buspass re-newed. this took up all of the free block, and it we got back right on time for lunch.
last lesson was film. we watched american history x. i actually have been wanting to watch it for a while now. i'm totally shocked at it so far. i just hate how there's no positive side to the story. and i really have a problem with racism, and this was basically a bunch of nazi-skinheads ganging up against anyone who isn't a white protestant.
i guess it was how violent it was what shocked me the most.
this was the last part we saw in class.
OH DID I MENTION AFTER THAT LESSON I WAS GOING TO THE DENIST? URGH, FML.
yes. and it was horrible.
they pulled a tooth out, and kept cracking it, and all that was going through my head was that scene.
it was the worst pain i have ever been through in my life. and she injected the numbing stuff 8 times on the left side of my mouth, and i felt everything. it's still bleeding now.
Sunday, 3 January 2010
us or them
today was a lazy one.
woke up really early thinking "i'll nap for another half an hour" and end up sleeping for almost another 3 hours.
i basically got my work ready for tomorrow. i'm actually quite glad i'm going back, college isn't too hard anyway, i just want it over with already.
well, i did my american beauty essay, just modified it to make it better, then attempted the script then failed. it said "refer to sampler sheet" which i obviously wasn't given.
and then i did my photography evaulation. i had a hard time writing it cause all i was writing was negative shit.
then i waited all day for 'the simpsons movie'
greeeeeeen dayyyyyyyyy.
i like it when channel 4 has films on. i want to see slumdog millionare on wednesday. my mam borrowed it a while back and i didn't get to see it.
now celebrity big brother is on and i'm drinking horlicks. byeeee.
woke up really early thinking "i'll nap for another half an hour" and end up sleeping for almost another 3 hours.
i basically got my work ready for tomorrow. i'm actually quite glad i'm going back, college isn't too hard anyway, i just want it over with already.
well, i did my american beauty essay, just modified it to make it better, then attempted the script then failed. it said "refer to sampler sheet" which i obviously wasn't given.
and then i did my photography evaulation. i had a hard time writing it cause all i was writing was negative shit.
then i waited all day for 'the simpsons movie'
greeeeeeen dayyyyyyyyy.
i like it when channel 4 has films on. i want to see slumdog millionare on wednesday. my mam borrowed it a while back and i didn't get to see it.
now celebrity big brother is on and i'm drinking horlicks. byeeee.
Saturday, 2 January 2010
today was okaaaayy
lucy and lewi came over. i played on neo-pets with lucy. she's had the account for 4 years now, but only ever been it when she's came here. i'm surprised they can't die, considering everytime we go back on they're 'dying'.
then they went on the brain tranier on the wii.
after they went, i spent basically allllll day watching back to back scrubs.
i really should buy that boxset with all the seasons, apparently the price has dropped so much over the christmas holidays.
ohhhh well. i intended to write my first letter to destiny today, but i just didn't.
lucy and lewi came over. i played on neo-pets with lucy. she's had the account for 4 years now, but only ever been it when she's came here. i'm surprised they can't die, considering everytime we go back on they're 'dying'.
then they went on the brain tranier on the wii.
after they went, i spent basically allllll day watching back to back scrubs.
i really should buy that boxset with all the seasons, apparently the price has dropped so much over the christmas holidays.
ohhhh well. i intended to write my first letter to destiny today, but i just didn't.
Friday, 1 January 2010
first blog of 2010.
yeah i thought it was pointless posting at all yesterday, considering the party i was invited to pretty much cancelled. i just did what i did every new year, which was watch jools holland's hootanany on bbc2 with my dad.
i'd just like to say, 2009 was horrible, apart from some things (some things being 28th april 2009)
doing this blog everyday has kept me sane, and gave me something decent to do for the past 5 months.
i don't know who reads it anymore, but if you are, i'd like to thank you for taking the time to do it.
i want 2010 to have cooler memories, stuff that wouldn't have happened last year.
so i decided to get a new pen-pal. her name is destiny and she's from chicago. this is one of the things i'm most excited about this year.
i'd just like to say, 2009 was horrible, apart from some things (some things being 28th april 2009)
doing this blog everyday has kept me sane, and gave me something decent to do for the past 5 months.
i don't know who reads it anymore, but if you are, i'd like to thank you for taking the time to do it.
i want 2010 to have cooler memories, stuff that wouldn't have happened last year.
so i decided to get a new pen-pal. her name is destiny and she's from chicago. this is one of the things i'm most excited about this year.
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