Wednesday, 30 September 2009

things i need sometime within the next 365 days

- 4 or 5 fancy 62p stamps
- more postcards
- laurens birthday present
- new party outfit
- derren brown tickets
- skindred tickets
- sonic boom six tickets
- mansinthe
- mothers birthday present

can't think of much else.

mhmm.

today has been okay. not really amazing, but content.

only had photography today. i did nothing to go towards my work, there's too many people without printers working at home, like myself. me being the nice one, i pretty much let everyone before me. oh and it turns out the printer didn't work anyway.
but me and leyla found a recipt and put 'hello toby' and put it in his book. when he came in to speak to me and leyla, the only other person in the room april shouted "WHAT'S THIS MESSAGE" bahaha. she wanted toby to see it, but he thought she meant a message in a photograph.
when toby left we left millions of recepits in alice's book and wrote "hello alice" on them all. we even included a iburprofen box and intructions. fun :)

we also played text roulette. thats when you write a message, and without looking randomly pick a contact and send it to them. you can only see who it's sent to once it's sent.
yeah we sent out a few. funniest one being something like "emma loves your love" sent to the EMA hotline.
liv came to the lesson and we forced her to do one, and she sent something about the blackout crew to the college hotline. she even got a text back saying they got a voice message of the text. LMAO

and another funny part was when we went into the dark room, and liv turned on her ipod. everyone just stared at her and covered their pictures from her light.

mhmm. busy photography day.

then enrichment. i was waiting to complain to kevin, but he even replaced the teacher. i wanted to leave, and she made a fuss about how we couldn't. whilst she looked like she was falling asleep doing paperwork, people just left. ¬__¬

i got home, 2 postcards. one of them is probably my favourite ever. replaced my other favourite one since it doesn't have a silly lie written on.
it's basically an indie movie poster, and by the looks of it, it's about rock music of some sort. i don't know if it's out over here, but i really want to see it, somehow.

nothings really happened after that. i walked to the bookies with chris before. i couldn't get in cause i had no ID. pretty pointless.

and on a leaving note,
apparently aiden covered lori meyers by NOFX. that is like my favourite NOFX song.
i am NOT a fan of aiden fans who think it's an aiden song.
it's a NOFX song. written by fat mike.
comprende?

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

i still have no credit

but i totally need to orange wednesday next week and see the 'invention of lying'.
i feel like i haven't been to the cinema for aaaaaages. but it wasn't long ago since i saw funny people. i even was writing my blog then!

i need money.
all donations are accepted.
i'm such a jew.

it smells like blood and faeces.. so it's your dads shirt?

kind of an annoying day, other than some nice parts.

dragged myself to tutorial this morning to discover i FAILED MY KEY SKILLS EXAM. olrhirourgbkqiurgbqrgouirqgb.
the most pointless lesson in college.
but it starts at like 2.15, tutorial finishes at 12.15.
bastardssssss at college.
i have 6 weeks of this lesson. it also means i miss mine and liv's coffee afternoons )':
i can't believe it. fuccccck.

then i waited for helena and phoebe to meet them at lunch :)
they also walked along with lauren, lydia and rachael, who are also babes. but they didn't stay with us.
we just spent it in shields town centre basically.
it was fun seeing them again.
old times ftw.

then i had about an hour alone.
i sat on the computers doing faaak all. youtube wouldn't work. i text stacy with my free texts making sure she has my number. oh and i was invited to my grandmas for tea again.

then key skills.
i mean waiting for 20 minutes doing FUCK ALL. christ.
i went to the office to ask about it.
and they said see joelle, the head of our year.
i lost where i was on the way to her office, and went back to the main office for help again.
they phoned her.
i didn't need to be in at all. my EMA wasn't effected by missing the lesson.
i HATE college for this. seriously. idk if it's kevins fault cause the only people who were waiting was people from my form.
¬________¬

then i went to my grandmas for teaaaaa.
it was nice. chicken fajitas. reminded me of the first family guy episode i ever saw when i went to america.

oh yeah and i came last in tengaged again. it was a good game.
):

i took some more self-potrait pictures for photography, which i really like. i don't know why, but i had fun taking them too.
and i had urethra chronicles as background sound. oh baby. i miss when i loved blink-182. i mean i haven't stopped, but when i had more time to be obsessed with them.
it probably doesn't make sense.

DERREN BROWN IS ON TV THOUGH.
my life is content when wor derren is on.
bring on next year, seriously maaaan.

Monday, 28 September 2009

hellooooo internet.

today has been alright.
i had double art. i was practically the only person who stayed in the class and did work for the full 2 hours without a break.

on the way out for lunch, i saw pheoebe at the other side of the road. we stood and chat for like 10 minutes while liv and laurie starved. it was really good seeing her again :)

oh and the fuuuuunniest thing happened. one of the beacon hill kids (disabled and need assistance kids) threw up in a packed lunch box, and shoved it into a random AS kids face. oh my god, i was crying when i realised what happened.

i notice in film my teacher has a masssssive mole on his sholder. and he's also mixed race and got really offended by the racist jokes people were making.

then i had a coffee afternoon with liv!
we both had hot chocolate. mine was minty :)

then photography. our next project is potrait through objects.
i want to do obsessions/collections or something like that. i have tons of postcards, used and unused, both suitable for this project. yum babe. yummie.
oh and my photography teacher looks like forrest kline from hellogoodbye meets greg graffin from bad religion.

then a walk to the metro avec nailiah and leyla. they're always pretty fun (:
apart from when they talk about people with names i can't even try to say. bahaha!

umm yeah. LIV MADE A TENGAGED. SHE'S IN MY GAME. WITH LEYLA :'D

and vince hates me for blocking him. bahaha.
apparently i was invited to his party til he found out i blocked him. oh well. we'll find out where the party is and have our own party with more people :)
mhmm.

Sunday, 27 September 2009

just before i go to sleep.

so many old friends are coming back to me all of a sudden.
i like it. i never want to lose any of my friends again.
i have a good feeling about this week.
especially if my EMA form comes. that means derren brown tickets for me :D
and a nice trip to bedford.

(:

i'm not going to delete my last 2 posts.

i don't care that none of them make sense. i have nothing to hide, tbh.
so yeah last night was rather wild.
spent most of the time basically attached to nadine.
i saw 2 highschool friends, and i was really shocked to see them out. they've changed so much, it's only been a little over a year since i saw them last. oh my god i was such a pillock infront of them.

oh and in gotham lovecats by the cure came on. i was wetting myself with excitment. screaming.
yeah i was going to stay at nadines but i ended up getting the bus alone and walking home. it was like a zombie movies there were tons of grannies on the bus.

oh well.

today i have the worst hangover ever. i haven't had one for aaaaaages. usually i don't get them til later on in the day but this morning i woke up with one ):
and i haven't really done much at all.
i need to do my photography work, although i don't know how much we need to do. oh wellllz.

Saturday, 26 September 2009

i need my frieds to know.

i love you no ,atter what.
even if i'm a pisstake sometimes, i honestly love you.
plase talj to me when you need me.
if you need anyone, i am that person.

u don't waht my friends sad.
)L

okaye

i'm not that drunk but i still am drunk i feel like i need toi post.

tonight wats good. i had like voika readbull, wodak lemonadre, vokda coke and other sytff.
u told the oersin liv fancied to hig her and my heart smiled, cause she;s such a goode friend of mine. my heart broke when i hjeard he didn't like her vack.
oh erll.
elyla was crying. sam vried too. wah irt wascn freacuy.

i;m watching hack osborune thing right now. should be asleep but i'd rathjer talk right opw.
eee: )o

ost card :)

probably won't post tonight.

today started terrible. i don't even want to remind myself.

but after a bath hotter than the burning wickerman, i feel better.
oh and even better that my best friend that moved away spoke to me for the first time since may? or something like that.
oh my god though. exciting. it's a shame i have like 0 credit ):

but i'm going out at 5 so i'm just going to mope about in the house til then.
haha.
these days totally own those mornings that start amazing and end up bollocks.

:)

Friday, 25 September 2009

continued from last blog.

so i'm back.
derren brown is on tv!!
i'm enjoying it, i wish i joined in this time though :/

so leyla and me had a free break, so we sat in amigos still by alice and nailah.
alice gave us an advert from her magazine, which was a close up of a young african girl. we got so many pictures putting our hair over it and stuff. it ended up looking so real.
that was hilarious too, and we were laughing for ages again.
we also spent our free watching olllld blink-182 clips.

i forgot to mention in the morning i saw helena! she's my old friend from art in high school. that was the best lessons of my life, honestly. her and aimee were the best company i could ever ask for in an art lesson. it's a shame neither me or aimee go there anymore.

OH YESSA. the builders are done. i went into the loft today. it makes me feel like alice in wonderland.

anyway. going out tomorrow night. bottle of wine, me thinks :)
there was other stuff i was going to say but it's totally escaped me.

helllllllo.

today has been pretty funny.
double film first lesson. we watched a movie called kids. it was awkward. haha.
i do like old movies though, as in over 10 years old old. not like. golden era. but i don't mind some golden era movies.

anywhooo, after that we tutorial, which insisted of me and louise running off to miss the northumberland uni speech thing. and my form teacher running after us.
LOL.
yeah.

then later on after going into shields and such, we were back in amigos.
leyla had a bottle of volic water. i like to scratch things onto the lids of those for some random reason. leyla let me. like 5 minutes after i said i was done scratching it, i decided to scratch even more stuff onto it, and this time i took the lid off. without leyla noticing this, she turned her botttle upside down, pouring her water onto the table, only realising this when liv screamed at the water pouring over all of us. i don't think i have laughed so much in my life! it was hilarious. leyla was like "where's the lid gone?!"
i am actually laughing my head of whilst i type this. i can't express how funny it was.

i have to go now, i haven't finished yet, and i just need to post this now.

Thursday, 24 September 2009

:)

i enjoyed today.
double photography was my first time back in the dark room. we had to develop our self potraits we took on the film camera with the cable release. all mine were disgusting and unflattering, yaaaaaak.
then me and leyla watched others take theirs in the old media classroom whilst we wrote shit on the whiteboards. rather funny.
oh and i also pretended to be tony montana from scarface. but with a staple gun. hardcore.

film today was weird. we had to work out our own corsework thing about a favourite movie/director/star. obviously my list included tim burton shit.
and i decided to do "representation of outcasts in tim burton movies"
it kind of annoyed me when the teacher said "lots of people are doing their presentations about tim burton!"
omlll ¬__¬
i'm obviously the biggest tim burton fan in my class though. no ones a bigger fan than me. if i was only allowed to watch one movie ever again it would be edward scissorhands.
and i need to compare it to 2 other tim burton movies, so i picked my other favourite tim burton movie beetlejuice. and to prove i'm so complex in the tim burton fan-ness, i want to include his short movie vincent. but i might not be allowed to.
that was a bit of a rant, but still. tim burton is one of my all time heroes.
at least it was easier for me than leyla, who was having a hard time thinking of something to do. aha.

+ OML. i used to go to the same girl gudies as leyla. and i don't remember meeting her there, but i probably did. creepy. we went to moorhouse camp together too.
apparently liv went too, but i think i left when she joined. weird though.

when i got home i got 2 postcards and a free book. i've pretty much been reading for the rest of the day.
oh and i figured i'm pretty obsessed with the tv show 'how i met your mother'. i think it's been out in america for a while now, but they only just started that over here.

i hope tomorrow isn't boring. but derren brown is on tomorrow (:
excited much.

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

today was reeeeeally boring.

yeah. nothing really special happened. photography then enrichment.
that reminds me i have to do some research. oh shit.
i think i have it sussed what i'm going to pull together tomorrow first thing in coll of the ege.

i got a nice new postcard today, and another postcard sent, so more to come in the post. i rearranged all the ones on my wall, since i had to take down all the posters off one of my walls. electrican came. i felt bad though, he was the only work person who was polite to me and i ignored him. oh well.
but this postcard was heart shaped. my lord, it's really cheesey, but brilliance at the same time.

oh and i really want to share something john roecker (he directed 'live freaky! die freaky! an amazing indie movie) posted on his facebook

John Roecker Have I told you Lately that I love you? My Mom would say that to me sometimes when she was not being ape shit crazy. I would know she was feeling okay if there was breakfast for me. Breakfast meaning a bowl of cereal on the counter all I had to do is... add milk. Then when I was eating she would kiss me on the back of the neck and say Have I told you lately that I love you

then later commented the status with:
It was so sweet...I wonder why it was so difficult for her to be like that the majority of the time. Oh shit where are my meds? Sorry this damn box asked me what was on my mind it was this. Seeing kids going to school wondering what shit they are going though.

he's a nice guy.

don't really know what else to post. but my sounds working again kind of, so i might post a video. never done that on my blog before. wowza :)

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

i know nothing about cars

but if i ever buy my own car it would have to be a cadillac. a vintage one preferbly.
from the 1950's to late 1960's era.

cadillac 1966 coupe de ville red = lushious. babes.

thinking.

i think my last blog is really shitty cause i didn't really put many thoughts in. so i'm going to just think for this blog. i feel better doing it. i don't have much to hide, other than personal stuff that everyone hides. so other than that nothing.

i don't know what to watch. night at the museum is on again. it would be waaaaay cooler if night at the museum 2 was on. it's way cooler. it's like how toy story 2 is better than toy story one, right? i don't think i'm the only one who thinks that.
i might put friends or something on in a second. oh god i spent so much money on getting all the boxsets. they were like £12-£20 each, there's 10 seasons too. now you can get a box of them all for like £30. fml!!

no ones talking to me on msn, or facebook, or tengaged. have i done something wrong?! i'm so lonley right now.
meh meh meh meh.

i'm really thristy now, so i need to quench my thirst. probably a soft drink.

okay, just as i was going to go, my sister came in my room. she doesn't believe i have a blog, but i honestly rather she wouldn't read this cause she'll piss take me tbh. i did this blog cause i wanted to have a open diary to everyone really, but me having the problems i have, i don't think it would be right for someone like her for her to read it.
but yeah she told me to turn it down cause she's going to sleep now. everytime she says that i'm asleep before her, and she's up laughing with chris. pewwwwp.

i'm really going this time. bye.

she said don't let my door hit your ass.

big up for blink-182 lyrics. i listened to them today for the first time in forever, and i totally forgot how much they cheer me up. not that i was down at all today, they just give me a boost, i suppose you could say.

i had an early start today, but leyla said we should get the bus half an hour earlier. the bus stood at the station doing fuck all for 10 minutes, and the only other person was a creepy old man in a white tuxedo. bahaha.

what i expected was a 10 minute tutorial, ended up a full hour of fail blog. oh lord, we couldn't leave but as long as i had fail blog i was okay.

then home tiiiiiiime. well, tea afternoon! with a twist today. liv made choclate MILK$HAKE$.
they were lushious. filled us up, and they were messy as fak.
oh and no one lied on jeremey kyle today. le sigh.

after that i went home for a few minutes. i got a catolouge thing for sunderland univercity. i have no idea weither i'm going or not, but by the quick flick through it seemed like a good place.

i was invited to my aunties for tea, so that was my next destination. i basically spent most of the time looking for free things with joe.

so yeah. that was basically it.
i don't seem to have many thoughts flowing aha. i'm to distracted.
oh well :)

Monday, 21 September 2009

ugh

hurt my elbow even moreeeee. i'm sure i've done something worse to it ):
my sister wacked my necklace of me too.
and i have a migrane.

i almost always feel like shit when i get home these days.

my elbow still hurts.

seriously..
i took 1 co-codomol tablet last night, but my body didn't take it well and it like exploded in me.
then i woke up today and bought some iburprofen, took 2 once i got them, and took 2 more later but i'm no better. i think the 2 after that kind of made me drowzy or something cause louise passed me the box and i couldn't grip it.

today has been good.
i used more chemicals in art today.
emma said that i'm doing better at art than i used to, and she said it as if she was really happy with me. honestly i think my work hasn't got any better at all. if anything i've went downhill. but emma said "oh come on, isn't supposed to make you feel better than an art teacher is saying that?" or something on those lines.
and she passed my work around the class too. that hasn't happened to me since year 8.

i had film after that. meh.
fred flinstone can't say my second name properly.

oh and photography was hilarious. we had to take self potraits with a cable shutter. since we had to do it in the same room as the class staring, me and leyla asked to move it to another room. we went into the photodrying room. we took 2 pictures each, and sneaked one other on in. my face looked siiiiiiiilly on all the pix. daaamn.

thats it really.
i'm watching the simpsons now. i'm bored. and i want some chocolate, since i didn't actually buy any when me and liv went to both B&M bargins AND home bargins.
agagagagagga. i want to go out.

Sunday, 20 September 2009

yesterday and today.

well i actually did do some pretty intresting stuff yesterday.

i went to my auntie anne's house. apparently my cousins lucy and lewi wanted to see me, so we went along. i brought my camera too by popular demand. they got a new dog called nugget. i find him hilarious tbh. he kept falling asleep too. silly dog :)

then me and the mother went to asda. she ended up spending quite a bit of cash on me.
i got a quilt cover, PINK lambrini, 'the break-up' on dvd, cans of 7-up (i asked for one, ended up getting 9 :S), a pearl necklace, and a jumper that looked hideous on me and i ended up giving away today.
i ended up ending my day drinking my lambrini like a raj, and watching the break up. but i fell asleep, and it wasn't even halfway. haha. i think it was like 10pm i went to sleep. too early.

and today all i did was blitz my room, take self-potraits on my camera, edited one or two, and drew. oh and watched the rest of the break-up.
my mam brought me home a new top, hairbands and POSTCARDS. oh baby.

mhmm.

i hurt my elbow really badly like an hour ago. and it bled a tiny bit, but it's not even the bleeding part that hurts. yakkie poop it's in agnoy.
idk.

oh and i got evicted straight away on my 2nd tengaged game. whats up with that?!

Saturday, 19 September 2009

yeah i didn't go online yesterday.

the day was kind of changing speeds throughout. it was weird.
double film with fred flinstone. we watched a french movie called 'la haine' which i recall watching in media last year. i think i enjoyed it more this time though.

there was a university meeting after that. i'm pretty sure i fell asleep during that. even though i started my day off with a red bull :|

we got a long lunch, and i had a free lesson after that, so it was even longer. i went to tesco with louise, then spent the rest of the time in amigos talking to alice about what we were like years ago.

last lesson was art, which i reeeeeally enjoyed. we had to work with this alcohol chemical, and it turned the oil pastals into paint. apparently using too much of the chemical can make you depressed, and i was scared cause some artist ended up killing himself for using it too much. and i stunk of the stuff when i came home.

i went to town after that for a drink. i really need to stop drinking alcohol.

andddd i didn't miss derren brown this time. he did the stick to your seat thing. didn't work for me. i wish it did. siiiigh ):

okay i might blog later if i actually have anything worth sharing.

Thursday, 17 September 2009

today.

was shit.
not even going to bother mentioning what happened, cause it was poopie.

other than photography. it was the best lesson ever. we had to make these montage things, and i got carried away. one was derren brown, and i glued a coffee mug over his hand where he had the lottory balls, and at the top of the page it said "COFFEE BREAK"
and the other one was the movie poster for 'land of the lost' and i changed the title to "land of the lost unicorn kid" i can't really explain it. it was hilarious though.

and we FINALLY got our new film teacher. he was weird. and basically took the piss out of everyones names.

meh.
night at the museum is on tv tonight though.
:D

yesterday.

had a shit morning.
don't really remember much that happened anyway so no point in posting a ton of shite.

now i'm just going to ramble on about the used.
met jaime at about 6.20, and we basically walked around everywhere in town til an hour later til we got to the queue full of emos. oh god i felt so awkward.
i saw alex, who used to be in my media class last year so i stood by her. we had fun talking about oldish times.
me and jaime went to see about getting tickets, since she hadn't got one yet. we stood around the front of the queue, and this girl said "you know this is the front of the queue, right. i don't want you pushing in" bahahahahahaha. obviously waited 8 hours or something silly, like myself.

when we got in we were lead the wrong way, which was by the toliets. i waited outside while jaime went. the stairs to backstage was right next to them, and i saw bert mccracken come down stairs. i had no idea what to do, i couldn't not ignore him. when he opened the door, i immediatly said "HELLOOOOOOOO" in the most stupid voice, accidently. he ignored me and started to whistle the final countdown by europe. cringe.
some girls by the side screamed "OMG BERT CAN I HAVE YOUR AUTOGRAPH" and he just rushed past and said "sorry, i'm busy"
they walked over my direction, and they started talking to me about how amazing that was for them. aha. i love fans like that. when it means the world to them that the lead singer of their favourite band actually pays attention to them.

when we got in hexes were playing. i didn't like them. i liked the guitarists black flag top though. the lead singer said the most random shit, or i may have been mishearing him. at the end of one of the songs he said "KEITH" and never mentioned it again. their set was really quick.

then we are the ocean came on. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttttt. they were not only shit, but the lead singer was a bastard. he had to scream down the microphone even when they weren't performing a song.
the dissed a parent cause they were wearing a slipknot top. he said "really, who actually likes slipknot"
i was like "i HATE them but they're better than you ¬__¬"
it was really uncomfortable watching them.

the useddddddddddddd :)
quinn and dan walked straight onto stage as if they weren't in the band. i was standing right infront of quinn. i would have prefered to stand infront of jepha, but it was amazing i was even there. the place is tiny.
the started with blood on my hands. perfect opening. infact they did everything perfectly. even berts crude jokes were hilarious. no one would normally get away with saying what he does :')
my favourite part was the mixture of taste of ink/all that i've got/buried myself alive. i recorded it all perfectly on my camcorder. it's picked up the sound perfectly.
and their encore, an acoustic version of on my own.

the only thing that pissed me off were these 2 girls. one of them was dressed for a 1920's horse race or something. i mean i like vintage, but you don't need to dress up like that for a rock show, christ. then her friend looked like she was obsessed with strings or ropes, by the looks of her clothes and hair.
anyway, their looks have nothing to do with it.
they were constantly shouting for quinns attention which they didn't deserve. it held him back for joining with berts banter.
then they were taking videos of people in the audience rather than the band. they videoed me at one point. urgh.
and at the end quinn threw his towel into the audience. an hardcore used fan grabbed it with both her arms. then one of these girls started to pull it, then made her friend pull too. this fan was on the floor. she had it first, i saw. once she gave up and let them have it, one of the girls shoved it down her top, then asked the fan if she wants hit in the face, or something disgusting and threatning.
i'm pretty sure quinn saw this too cause he threw another towel in the same direction. oh, and one of those bitch girls tried to grab it. she didn't get it though.

i felt sorry for this hardcore fan. i was tempted to help her get the towel. i knew fine well she was a better fan than the other 2 put together. she was wearing a home made shirt. it shows she didn't want to be like any other fan there. i love it when i see people like that at gigs.

yeah thats about it for yesterday.

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

ughhhh.

i feel like crap, but i need to post something before i sleep so here i go. minus the shitty bits.

had a long day. no first lesson, and first lessons are double lessons.
but i had to have an early morning cause of the stupid builders, so i got up for nowt really. i was sitting bored doing fuck all for ages.
then i decided to do the tag your friends thing on facebook. i was laughing for ages when i decided to put vince as the drama queen. by the end of the day he's already posted 768987689878897 comments making a drama about how leyla said this and that. whatever.

got to college. tutorial with boring arse fake austrailian form teacher. he showed us a trailer to a documentery i saw ben stiller mention one time. it was called the cove. it was about dolphin killing. it was disgusting, but i want to see it still.
that took about 10 minutes, then i had nothing to do after that. so i found liv and went to hers.

TEAAAA. i'd been dying for a drink all day. we were on the edges of our seats waiting for jeremey to say "and that was a lie"
and when he did we were cheering for aaaaaaaaaages. we even forgot what she had lied about. fun.

i was also happy to find out that i survived the eviction on tengaged. the person i didn't know got evicted. oh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellz.

everything else today was shit.
i hate feeling like this.
:/
:(

i have the used tomorrow, so i need to look forward to that. my day will totally be revolving around them. like old times. i need to feel better.

Monday, 14 September 2009

i forgot to mention,

HMV has a new 'skate-punk' section.
basically everything i like is in that section. lush.

might as well say what else i've done today, since i have nothing else planned.

started my day at zee college with double art. it went by so fast. we're doing a project on surfaces, and it honestly makes me feel like i'm shit at art. i have no confidence in myself at all aha. especially when i'm stuck with 6 weeks based on a rusty watering can. :/

the next lesson i had other than the free break was film studies. the teacher was off, again. me and leyla looked through the engrish blog. it made me cry with laughter.

i had another free, so back into sheilds i went. i went to the coffee place i've always been tempted to go to. coffee and a lemon muffin. well i asked if it was a lemon one and the person serving me said it was summer fruits, but it tasted like lemon to me. it made me with i brought a book with me, it would have been nice. i'm probably going to do the same next free break i have alone.

photography. nothing special. we're doing a self potrait project, and it has to be a montage. leyla kept making me laugh. toby pronounces her name 'leya', apparently he's never met anyone with the name before. but for leylas project last year she took some pictures of me. on the contact sheet, there were some hilarious pictures that i haven't seen before ahh.

not much else to share about today.

last year i insisted to write a letter to damien echols. he was sentaced to death for a crime he didn't commit, to put it in a nutshell. his 2 friends have been imprisoned for life for the same reason. they've been inprisoned for 15 years now. the only reason they was arrested was because they looked 'goth', and false confession. jesse, the one who confessed has an IQ of 72, is mentally retarded, and was held for questioning for 14 hours with no break. only 2 hours of the questioning was on tape.
anywho, i wanted to send a letter before christmas, however i forgot to do it basically. i decided again i should do it. i went to look for his adress, however the west memphsis three's website doesn't work. i can't find the prisons adress or anything anymore ):

oh and i also forgot to mention yesterday, leyla made me join a website called tengaged. it's like an online big brother. i posted a link to my blog on it, so hello if you're from tengaged :D

there you have it. if i have anything else on my mind i'll post it later.

Sunday, 13 September 2009

i don't think i can sleep without doing one.

i'm so tired right now cause i had an early night last night and shizzleez. but i need to post something.

today was good. i spent the begining part tidying my room watching family guy. i think i did quite a good job really. but then later apparently my mam did it when i was out.. oh well (:

me and leyla went into town at about 2. we had a look in the library, for postcards really, but then we went in search for james cagneys autobiography. that search was difficult, and we never found the book.
then we went to the laining art gallery, and there was a reduced postcard box thing. it was exciting. 20p each, usually 35p. yum. i bought 5. i need to go back for more sometime.

we also ended up going to the chinese market thingy. i was buzzing when i saw cans of MOUNTAIN DEW in their fridges. oh lord. we also got this 10p lemon drink, and pocky stick things. the lemon drink turned out to be 4 months out of date. still tasted fine.

i don't really remember much else. we searched for more postcards and things.
then we met liv, and basically went straight to the cinema with her.
we went to see funny people. the movie was pretty much about me and leyla. me being seth rogans character called ira, and leyla being adam sandlers character called greg. it was humorous. i really enjoyed it. it felt like it was on forever though.

i feel like i haven't wrote much for today, but that was pretty much it. it's been a long day. another long day at college tomorrow. should be alright i guess, double art first, and my proper teacher emma is back. i prefered her to john, who i got 2 lessons a week last year. i'm glad i get emma full time. she likes the cure. she stood and talked about the cure once for a long time. it was enjoyable.

right now dumb and dumber is on. it reminds me of my old hairdresser, who said
"me and my best mate are like dumb and dumberer!" fail. you don't mix up 2 movie titles honey.

ttyl.

Saturday, 12 September 2009

continued.

i can't be botherd to edit this onto the end of my last post, and i don't really have much else to share aha.
but i forgot to mention at the museum all i was thinking about was night at the museum. oh yes that is an amazing movie. like all the animals were there, and rexy was. execept the rexy at this museum was covered in dust and soil and probably shit.

basically after town i went into wallsend with chris. he bought a £2 scratch card, won £4, spent £2 of it on another scratch card and won nothing off that. so basically a waste of time. it was quite funny though.

haven't really done much else. i tidied my room a bit, and listened to storys of what i said last night.
i wish i was doing something more intresting tonight. it's so booooring.

i found someone to go to the used with! jaime, who i met via NOFX. she's like the only other NOFX fan i know who likes them as much as me. cause people like us are rare. oh and apparently vince bought a ticket. and alex who used to be in my media class is going. so thats not too bad at all.

AHHH. and i'm going to see derren brown next year. i'll be like "HIYA BABE$ giz the lottory numbaz"
(:

i think i might put on old family guy. or night at the museum. either or.
i need my picture taken with the night at the museum lift poster before they're put down. OH MY LORD i never have a chance.




i was going to say something else but it's just escaped my head. oh well. bai.

i am soooo borrrrrred.

okay the rest of my day turned out more different than i expected.

i went to the shop to buy lemonade, in the clothes from the night before. oh yeah and did i mention, my sister poured garlic sause on my top last night and i did not remember that happening. so i went to the shop looking like a zombie vampire hater thing.
it actually felt good going out in the morning whilst everyones having lie ins. thats why i should move to a village that no one knows, but has the best postcards ever. oh and good bands go there and play tiny venues.

oh and last night i met sophie and chris's friend mackie or something like that, and apparently sophie said "what do you think of mac?" and i went "the computers?"
that is the only funny thing that happened.

but today i went to town with my grandad and my cousin joe. we went to coffee trader (which is like the best coffee house in the world, maybe) and i had a tuna sandwich, a blueberry muffin and TEA. oh my lordie.

then we went to w h smith's and we spent aaaaages looking through all the postcards. if i were rich, i'd willingly buy every postcard in that shop. but today i played it safe and bought 5 which i had never sent before.
ohhhh but there were some gorgeous vintage cartoon ones, someone please send me one like that D: i considered buying them myself just to put on my wall but i decided i'm not paying 66p for one. i like taking them off my wall to read the note, so one without a note just makes it less special imo.

then we went to the hancock museum. it was the 2nd time i'd ever been, it was fun. it's a shame they didn't have any postcards. next time i go to a museum, i need to check their postcards out.

on northumberland street, like everything was going on. there was a guy playing an electric guitar, and i heard him stop and say "i've been doing this for 6 and a half ours now!" he was actually amazing though. there was such a big crowd around him.
and the bassist whoes there sometimes was there. he's really good.
that homeless women outside of mcdonalds was there. she's figured out a chord. kind of. she puts her fingers anywhere on the neck of the guitar and strums, then takes them off straight away. TALENT.
then there were the faith healers. i really need to be stopped by them sometime soon, they are hilarious!!
there were people making people convert to buhddist, singing and shize.
christian rock people, and that women who sings outside burger king.

i need to go now, sorry i rushed the last part.
i might post again tonight :)

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED DERREN BROWN!! ):

but i had a good night out. looks like i won't be winning the lottory anytime soon.
i'm going to 4od it though. when i have a computer with working sound.

i don't know why i'm up so early! i think its always when i have alcohol the night before i wake up earlier.
and speaking of alcohol i regret everything i say when intoxicated. apart from facebook statuses. but i didn't go on facebook last night.
i don't think i was even that drunk. except chris said something like "LOOK YOU JUST FELL" and i said "i didn't fell"
and then sophie and chris wouldn't stop repeating it to me as if i hadn't heard it.
i blame the whisky shot chris thought would be a good idea. it was the worst whiskey i have everrrrrr had.
oh and apparently i asked chris not to stab me.

i really want some lemonade now. without the rose wine maybe.
even though i'm not hungover and i'd be fine with it, i think i'd just like lemonade thanks.
so i'm going to go in a minute to get some and post my postcards after i've watched yo gabba gabba :)
i don't have anything else planned for today, but i think i'd better be tidying my room. my sister poured all the rubbish out my bin so i'd have something to throw up in, even though i didn't feel like i was going to. fail.



on a leaving note, i'm wearing last nights clothes.

Friday, 11 September 2009

i wanna be sedated.

i'm currently watching miami ink for the first time in probably forever.
i have like 3 boxsets of it, and i watched the first two and totally forgot about the last one. i forgot how much i loved that too. can't wait to get my first tattoo in 7 months! i was going to get one this year if i could find anywhere decent with parental consent. there's no point in that to be honest, when i could easily wait to get it without making a fuss over it. plus it gives me more time to think of something more serious to get done, rather than something to get because i can. having a serious one with meaning appeal to me more than ones to make a fashion statement.

the derren brown things on tonight!! excited. i sound like such a TV fan, but i'm really not. if you know me, you'll understand :)

today leyla got back home. it was different having her back. it was my first actual lesson with her ever today. (last years enrichment doesn't really count)
we also share a free block with her and louise, so we all popped into shields together. i can't say it wasn't awkward to begin with!
i bought 2 energy drinks. i was so bored and i wanted to get hyper somehow. 29p each, and they weren't actually that bad! b+m bargins is a proper good shop like. although i do kind of miss the trampy market that used to be there.
when we went into wilkinsons they made a polite announcment for us to get out for drinking. it reminded of me the day i saw NOFX, and i brought a coffee in with me at primark, cause it was raining, and naturally i didn't want to stand in the rain for 8 hours. but no. no coffee is allowed in primark. bitches.

i forgot to post on here that on my twitter i informed the used i was going to see them by myself, and they replied. image has been posted. i don't know where it will appear but it's on the blog somewhere (:
butttt i may have found someone to go with who isn't someone i won't be unsure about. wheey!


and on a serious note, i just remembered the events of 8 years ago today. it makes me sad to know innocent americans lost their lives just for some heartless terrorists. for the people working in the world trade centres, it would have just been a normal day at work for them. they probably had no idea what hit them.
i remember 8 years ago i didn't understand what was going on. i turned on channel 3 ready to watch the programmes on CITV. it was a breaking news flash, even though the news seemed to be maybe a couple of hours old.
r.i.p, all the lives that were lost ):


edit: i forgot to mention!! in college today there was a TON of free postcards on the news stand thing. i took a load of them :) obviously my lucky day!!
i also found a pile of free postcards i stole from the cinema. my pile of unused postcards is over an inch tall!! i am so addicted to postcards, my god. it's not a bad thing i don't think. i would willingly send and recieve postcards every day of my life til i die. as long as i get free stamps and lovley postcards. and also as long as theres none from finland. their shops must sell very boring cards.
and the first postcard i sent on postcrossing arrived to its destination today. in america. it took 73 days! it was the first one i wrote. i sent 12 more since that one. i'm going to get 4 more adresses today (one of them is still in the post somehow, i did put enough stamps on). i'm rather excited! i have way too many postcards waiting to be sent. if you're a reader whoes willing to do a postcard swap please leave me your email or something.

Thursday, 10 September 2009

sure i lost my mind, but i never really meant to die.

title = the used lyrics.
their new album is.. different so far. lyrically it's amazing though. (:
i see them next wednesday. by myself.
well, vince says he's going but i doubt he will. apparently he sold bacon to a jew once.
people i DO hope i meet is are bert, quinn, dan, and jepha again. please.
then that means i've met all of the used memebers, past and present. (don't want to forget the best and original drummer branden stieneckert!!)
but i looked at a picture of them before and i just remembered how much i used to fucking adore their music. i'm excited. it's a shame i've got no one to share this with. i will mention how it goes in a future blog though.

today was one of my most embarresing moments ever. well, i've done so many more embaressing things, but this seemed to make me feel like i've done something really stupid. i shared to the full photography class the whole robert smith being related to me thing. aaagh i don't even want to post the full thing on here! it's just something i'll remember and cringe about forever and after. it did make the teacher laugh though so i guess it's not all that bad.

thursdays at college = every subject day. for me at least.
it was fine. missed the first bus, i didn't even keep track of the time, again. i think i actually need a watch. daaaaammit.

got a postcard today. from america! it's one of my favourites too. when i registered it, i discovered that it was from a 3 year old! never expected to find anyone younger than me on postcrossing (:

don't really have much else to share. umm i had a nice little walk around wallsend after college with liv. we walked through wallsend park, since we're so raj. it brought back childhood memories. and as i was screaming them in liv's ear, there was a bunch of moody charvas in the bush. bahaha! i actually got a fright :|

oh yeah, and i forgot to mention i really enjoyed watching those derren brown programmes last night! my love for big brother has officially been replaced with derren brown programmes. thats because i've decided i'm excited to see how he guessed the lottory numbers right! friday needs to come quicker plzzz.

rightio, peace out home d0gz.

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

i just realized.

it's 09/09/09!

not really something important but whatever.
i just totally forgot that next week i'm seeing the used. alone.
:(
just like the last time, kind of.
oh well.
it'll be me + a ton of emos. daaamn.


okay, i'm going to carry on watching this derren brown programme.
he is such a cool weirdo. just like myself. except he can do wizardy shit.

thoughts.

in college today we were doing a thing for university. i've never been so sure about going to uni, apart from when i was too young to understand. i wanted to go straight from high school to oxford. sadly i'm not miss brainbox UK, haha.
but the new form teacher let us look up different uni's. all the ones i looked up seemed boring, and ones that did have something i liked just was for super smart. i then had an idea to look up american uni's. one of them had "at least one B in GCSE"
bahaha, i got a few B's in GCSE! i could go to a uni in america now! i thought i was reading wrong, i probably have but still. this might be something good to look forward to that hasn't got much to do with music and such.

tomorrow i have the most awkward college time table. double photography, free block, lunch, art, free block, film studies. siiiiiiigh. i'm going to be bored. i mean it would at least be better further on in the year and i can sit in the library and read over stuff. but i am surprisingly happy that i have a long day. i actually hate the builders in my house. they suggested that it would have been funny if i fell down the stairs. yeah, it'll be funny when you get spat in the face >:(

college today was fine though. went in a little later cause i have a double free block, however there's no way i can sleep with the builders outside my room, so i woke up the normal time. didn't really have much trouble getting up again. went to meet liv again. we sadly did not have a coffee/tea morning like we planned, but it shall be arranged for next time (:
i had my first actual lesson today. photography! we have a new teacher called toby. he seemed okay, but was obviously nervous. i think these photography lessons will be sweeeeter than last years ones, thats for sure. i definatly am going to try harder at the written work in that class. and i also want to try taking more pictures every opportunity i can. i feel like this is a new years resolution sort of thing for starting college again. an aim for myself. thats the word.

all day today i've had that britney spears song called on my radar or whatever it is, but shane dawsons emo bop version. me and my sister were laughing so much at it last night. we just played that part of the video over and over. not sure if i can post youtube videos on here, i might try sometime. can't be bothered to now.

my dad's calling me for my tea now, so..
TTYL BAYBIES.

Tuesday, 8 September 2009

8th september 2009.

hello reader(s)?

first off, happy birthday dad!!
i hope you've had a good day today, so here's another blog like you asked for. and i'll let this one be a bit more intresting too :)

today has been pretty good. it was my first day back at college, which i originally had mixed feelings about. i had no trouble getting out of bed, which i usually do about 90% of the time. i don't really understand why it was so simple, i think it may have been my excitment to give my dad his birthday presents, and to go back to college.

when i started to make my way to the metro, i put on the beatles abbey road album, since my dad let me put alot of his music on my ipod. halfway there i realise i forgot to pick up my buspass. i didn't even look at the time, which makes me feel terrible that liv was waiting for me when i think back. even after i was late meeting her not that many days before today! i blame my weird dreams for that one though.

my journey there with liv actually didn't really feel much different to any other college day, and it made me think 'why should i be worried if i've pretty much done the same before?'

before i knew it, my day at college was over. well i did have no lessons, but still we had a lenghty assembely with joelle and co. on the journey back me and liv decided to meet up for breakfast, like in those american movies that tend to be in new york. me and liv decided we both like our toast eggy bready.
with all this talking for breakfast, we also decided to have a little tea/coffee morning/afternoon like we had previously in the week. this consists of eating some form of cake, the jeremey kyle show, and most obviously tea or coffee. this time i had coffee. i think this is going to be a nice ritual from now on since we share a free block together, which makes me happy.

i also had free tickets for the movie 'julie and julia', and i went with louise. i bought a medium drink of coke, which was massive. it was quite expensive, but i always seem to enjoy a movie when i have a nice drink. when me and louise got there, it was paaaaacked, apart from a couple of rows at the front. i forgot how close we were, but it reminded me of my 9th birthday when i saw toy story 2, and i thought only cool people sat at the front. it hurt my neck.

however, back to the thoughts on the movie i ordered the tickets without even looking to see what the movie was about. considenatly the trailor came on the TV right after i ordered the tickets (i thought it was scary too). i thought 'daaaamn granny movie, great'. but watching it was totally different. yeah, it is probably aimed at older audiences, but still it's a nice story. the girl on it wrote a blog too, which is probably another reason why i'm taking it seriously. haha sad, i know.
oh, and i also found it weird that the movie had no trailors. it would have been nice with one or two, but nevermind.

thats pretty much it.
i'm quite looking forward for my first A2 photography lesson tomorrow. we have a new teacher, and i have close friends in this class too. well, maybe the friends thing isn't that good in some ways, but still at least i'll have better company and what not.
oh and i think me and liv are having a hot beverage in the morning. we're so old.

i will now leave you a quote to end my blog. maybe i'll blog tomorrow (:
goodbye!



happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. ~ Gandhi

Sunday, 6 September 2009

since i haven't updated in daaaays.

my dad kept demanding for a blog, i decided to write one, fulla bull.

college on tuesday is going to be weird. mhmm.
no media + an extra free period = better work in other lessons?
i hope so.


i had a dream last night that adam sandler was my real dad. and he died.
i told you this was going to be fulla bull.

it's going to be weird without big brother on tonight. and forever (after the next one)
i don't know weither i'll be auditioning anymore. probably cause i'd obviously be the first evicted for doing a hira.

okey i'll find other stuff to post later. bubiiiii :]