i wasn't born with enough middle fingers.

today was okay.

i slept in, which was weird. i wasn't a fan of it. poooo.
then toby wasn't even in for photography, but i actually tried to get on with a bit work this lesson, unlike everyone else (apart from leyla and alice)

oh yeah, leyla handed me a 'present from sam', and it was a bottle of something. apparently it was malibu and fruit shoot. i hate coconut flavour drinks. ewwww pina colada is the most disgusting thing ever!
leyla was sipping on it all day, and i'm pretty sure at one point she was drunk!

um i walked out of art after i signed in cause there was no teacher, i was very uninspired, and i wanted to show leyla videos. we ended up watching mr bean, and zzzap. it was so oldddd, oh god. old times, please.

then film. i hated todays lesson, it really pissed me off. except talking to liv was a laugh.
but we changed the film tomorrow to clockwork orange (which is my favourite british movie), and people in my class just said it as if it was a bad thing. FUCKING HELL MANNNN!!!! EFIGLIRFULFEGBLFUIRGBLUIRGFBLRGVUIBLRVUGLRVUIRLVRGIUVUILGRILUVRGFKLUIFVRILUVEDKRFVLIEUFVBLFUIEVBFLP:EUIBRUIOBRGFEUILBRFL:UIGBRLIGBGUIRBLHBWDFLIUFRBLFIWBUFEWLKFBRLIWURLWGGLBGUIBGRUILGBLUIRGBLR. ¬______________¬
i don't even know if i can express how i felt about this lesson properly. oh god man.
oh yeah, and davey gave me a fright, obviously on purpose. like 5 minutes after he saw liv give me a fright. thanks babe.

then we had a lovley walk with nailiah again. she ALWAYS begs us to get on her side of the metro, it's quite funny considering we'll probably never do it.

and on the bus leyla gave me and liv a test. we had to work out what her backward setnance was. leyla got really stressed at liv, people were staring over. i found it funny though. i felt like i was smart at engligh trying to help liv dear.

so basically after that me and leyla went into town for about 5 minutes. it was hilarious, there must have been about 50 asians at monument, where me and leyla had to wait. she said "you'd be excited if there were that many fat mikes"
oh god, the world would be a terrible place with 50 fat mikes!

when i got home i told my mam i wanted to go to uni, and she said she doesn't want me to unless it was at northumbria or newcastle. they don't do the courses i want ):
she said even york is too far away. i know i'm terribly shy and stuff, but i feel like this is my only chance at something like that. what else am i supposed to do? i want a career in something i actually am intrested in, not marks and spencer wherever hand out jobs these days. i can't exactly be tim burtons apprentice without the proper education for it. not that i'm planning to work with tim burton, although that would be very nice.
it's kind of sad thinking about this, and how i'm going to miss out and not do it.