i'm not dead, but who could call this a life?

today was fine.

the bus driver had gigantic lumpy moles that looked like they were burnt. it gave me and liv the idea to make a collection of reasons why i can't sleep at night. i might make a blog from it. it's humorous.

it was my first lesson back with emma the art teacher. i was a bit sad at first, but i remembered how hyper john was, and emma is totally calm compared to john. she also gave me other things to look at for my research. one thing she included was auschwitz concentration camp. oh god, awkward. i mentioned something about a picture of all the glasses collected from it, and she made a remark like "ohh, just imagine, those represented how many jews died there.. sad" and i was like "i know :/"
it was.. embarressing. i'm glad nailiah wasn't listening, she would've said something about jewish people.

lunch was weird. we arranged a secret santa, although it was complicated, and we all knew who we were getting. i'm excited for it! i don't think this christmas will be all that great, however it will very much so be different to every other. i won't bother listing why, i'm not prepared for christmas much.

then film. another awkward moment. davey asked people if they felt sorry for alex, and everyone he asked said no, then he said "surely emma, don't you feel sorry for him?" and i just nodded and said "yes." then leyla burst out laughing, then davey did his scary laugh and said "well i guess you did speak alot last lesson!"
i know i'm shy and awkward, but i'm not a monk.
I NOT THINKING FAST.

then oh christ, i spent my free searching to see if the AFI dates were real. i hope they are coming here.

and photography was funny, however toby hates me.
i walked past him, and he didn't achknowledge my existance. yeah, it's either he thinks me and leyla are lesbians, or the robert smith thing bothers him. oh well.
oh, but he did laugh when leyla burped on me. he laughed. he was probably thinking "thats what lesbian couples do to be cute" or something along those lines.

after that me and leyla went to town. i was going to buy a dvd, but i ended up not. and getting a pasty and one of those tea blast drinks. lush.

now i am dreeeeaaaaadddddding my exam. listening to all the devo albums on my ipod shuffled. sexy.

i just went in the loft, my dad can't hear with his headphones on. and i took a picture of him. he has no idea i went in and out the loft. silly billy.
my mam is asleep to and i've been making faces at her. even her favourite programme is on tv. well, i do guess it really shows how boring it actually is. because it is.