it gets my hopes up with this notification thingy.
yeah, i tried to talk to john again.
if he's not going to bother, then i shouldn't waste my time either.
i think i'm going to make it my last attempt at talking to him on there.
see, this is why i prefer snail mail. look what the internet has done, with this instant messaging shit.
i just want him to say hello or something? i haven't really thought if he would ever talk to me. some acknowledgement from him would be nice.
i wish i was better with words, and more confident.
since i'm average B student at english, and have limited self-esteem, i don't think this will work for me.
or maybe, i'm a creep, and i'm getting too worked up about trying to make something happen, when it obviously won't.
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