friday night, sitting in my room listening to the romeo and juliet soundtrack. was thinking about doing some work, but maybe it's too late to get into it? i think i'm going to make myself get some out of the way, since i have fuck all to do. i'm starting to think i won't have any time to go anywhere whilst i'm still studying. i know you're not meant to, but last year i got to go to oxford twice during times i was meant to be studying. it's going to be my first february in 2 years that i haven't been to london, and that's absolutely sucky.

i had an incredible time seeing panic! at the disco the other night. i somehow ended up at the barrier, which i wasn't expecting after enduring a long wait at the back of a very long queue. i really can't complain. even when the mic and guitar fucked up, they still found a way to entertain the crowd, by covering billie jean. i was seriously grinning through the whole show. i think my favourite song was nearly witches, i've been SO obsessed with that song since i heard the demo a few years ago, i'm so glad they released it properly.
afterwards, we waited a while to meet them. i knew it wouldn't be as great as the meet and greets, but i didn't see why i should pay any more just to meet them when i've met plenty other musicians after a gig for free. again, somehow got to the barrier for that. we were stood next to this really nice fan who had wrote a letter for the band. she'd waited all morning for them, but they just ignored her and ran straight into the venue. i was more determined for her to get her letter to the band than me meeting them, she really deserved to. she eventually got her letter to them via their bodyguard. he told everyone the band weren't signing stuff, and they'd be going onto the bus in 20 minutes. the expression "stay and watch if you want" meant all the people around weren't going to move. i wouldn't have minded catching the last bus and getting home to watch some modern family, but there was no chance with the swarm of emos i was surrounded by. there were 2 annoying young girls behind loudly criticizing the academy's security guard and gushing on about how hot brendon urie is. hellish.
eventually we saw the guys go past, they didn't ignore us cause they waved and interacted with us! in fact i saw brendon try to get off the bus to come meet everyone, but his body guard said no for us all to see. at least he yelled at me, haha :3
it's kind of a shame, cause in 2006 when people waited to meet them after the show, the band gave everyone soup and tea.

i can't believe i have to go back to reality now though. next time i'll be that hyped up is blink in june. panic! should support them instead, because that really wouldn't be a mistake. liv is now obsessed with panic! too, so we could cry together.

tomorrow i have to wait for a big group of people wanting meals, and a party buffet in the next room. by myself. at least i'm not having a lame saturday night in like i normally do.

i would watch a film, i've only watched 9 this month, which really isn't good if i'm going to beat last years total. i guess i'll have to spend the summer watching a few films a day. then again, i'll probably find another tv show i'll be obsessed with, and spend full days watching that. right now i'm watching modern family. it's on the sky any time thing, but it's only the first series. been combining my latest ebay obsession with this, and trying to get hold of the second season for cheap. not happening though, being outbid too much.

actually, there's no way i can be bothered to do my work now.