woah, the new blogger layout is mental. i feel like i'm doing a proper word document. i'd change it back to the way it was, but it's probably going to permanently change to this layout sooner or later, may as well get used to it. i should probably be getting ready to sleep now, but i then i thought it was the right time to do another one of these. i lost my journal months ago too, so it's the closest thing to that i get to do anymore. i had a pretty shite day to be honest. one of those days like every other one i try to forget. i had a stupid moment though. i know i'm like a one track record when it comes to when i met tim burton blah blah, but i was crying and my dad was sitting next to me trying to calm me down, and he looked at my photo on my bedside of when i met tim burton. he made a remark about it being nice, and i just cried even more. i felt pretty selfish feeling that sorry for myself. i'm hoping the rest of the week should be good. i haven't been to any of my classes for about a month now, due to seth rogen, half term, and the nottingham trip. i'm worried i'll be really far behind, even though i've been reassured i haven't missed much. doesn't help i've agreed to write a film for someone in my class and i haven't bothered my arse with that for ages. now i feel bad for doing this because i could be doing the script. whatever though. and i get to see liv tomorrow for the first time in almost 3 weeks. stupid. but at least that's because she was on holiday. i'm seeing lauren on thursday for the first time in a month, which is genuinely shite considering we spent the whole of our school of our lives together non-stop. i don't even have a proper excuse for not seeing her much anymore. i've kind of reflected my bad mood onto this post unintentionally, the idea was to try and gain a positive outlook some how. that's really not going to happen. i really need to sleep now or i'll be mega zombie in the morning. it's so weird, i have classes to go to, oh dear!