bloodstains, speed kills, fast cars, cheap thrills.

today was mehhhhhh.

i didn't even try to get the normal bus to college, i left the house too late.

i was soo thirsty, so as soon i was off the bus, i went to the co-op for a drink. my card was declined twice, so i didn't bother. i went to a cash point. i could only withdraw 15p. FML. what the fuck am i supposed to do for christmas?! well, at least i've got sophies and leylas present sorted, but theres some friends who i haven't even got anything for. i feel like shit for leaving it this late.
i bumped into leyla and she gave me money. i HATE borrowing money, but i neeeeeeded a drink.

photography was okay. my dad phoned me through it a few times. one time i was standing at the stairways and people went past, and i was thinking, maybe i should've went outside. it shouldn't even be busy during lessons!
oh but the funniest thing was leyla searching 'alice' on tumblr. toby came in to see what was happening, and when she looked at the search results, a girl with her hands down her pants came on. everyone just laughed, and laurie was like "yeah the people on here are disturbing"
and he was standing there for ages grinning, hahaaa.

then enrichment, i looked out for joelle. but it turned out i had louise, my old learning mentor who my councellor forced me to have. she let everyone else in my form get away with skiving, but she insisted i had to do work. i didn't even have any work to do! she wanted me to log on, and i insisted, i just need space to do my photography book. she opened up a classroom for myself. and i didn't even have a glue stick, and ended up telling her there was nothing i could do.
louise always makes me feel like i'm a retard. i miss when i was actually considered smart. now i'm just average. ugh.

when i got home, i put on south park. it has to be the best cartoon.