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today was better.
well, i guess i may have over reacted yesterday. i think i've kind of forgot what it felt like.

well i almost missed the bus, and my mam dropped me off at the bus stop. this morning felt like i was going back to high school again. i was so sick i didn't touch my breakfast, and barely drank my tea.

photography was funny.
me and leyla went early. we knew today was going to be an amazing lesson :)
when we sat down, alice and louise came in. leyla was laughing at louise basically sitting behind alice.
i bought some negatives and borrowed a film camera from the tobsmiester.
our old media classroom was basically turned into a studio. oh lorrrdie. i'll try and post my pictures on here some how.

i enjoyed art slightly. i felt happy doing it. i mean it wasn't an amazing lesson, but i felt like i finally deserved my role as an art student. eeeh i sound cheesey, i can't think of how to describe it properly.

in my free, we took even more photos in the new studio. for the first time, it doesn't feel like such a task to walk in that classroom. although i must admit, media lessons with liv, alex, ellen, laura and kerry were actually one of the reasons that made me love college. i did enjoy annoying ken too. what a silly bloke he was.
you form an opinion in the first 10 seconds of meeting them. in the first 10 seconds of meeting ken, he insulted me. LOL.

after college, i literally spent 15 minutes at home. i spent every minute talking about charles manson's family. i can't help but be intrigued by charles manson. no, he isn't a nice person in anyway, but he is a fucking clever psychopath.

then me, liv and leyla went to asda. leyla developed her colour pictures from today, then we went straight to nailiahs takeaway. well straight as in spending 20 minutes searching for it. we found it. got cheap food.
then we shopped in asda, obviously.