i had a really really long dream last night. i'm going to try and remember it all because really, i can't comprehend, ugh. it was like that pink floyd album or something. it could possibly be separate dreams, but it felt like it was one really long one, which has never happened to me before.

i arranged to go to town with liv, i don't remember if i was meeting her there or on the metro or something, but i found myself walking in the direction of hadrian park metro. i was fed up walking cause i was wearing my taller creepers, and i was complaining to myself like an old person. i found myself walking down leylas street, and i thought to myself that i shouldn't look directly in the window to see if she's in. by the time i got to her house i fell over my shoes, and leyla opened the door. i didn't even knock, it was as if she was going to get something from outside, and it was a surprise that i was there. she wearing a white dressing gown and she had all of her hair tied up, and she started to shout things to her mam that i don't remember. still lying face down on the floor, i tell leyla "i'm going to just meet liv in town, i thought you were going" and she was like "like this?"
i'm pretty sure there's a bit more to it after that, but it's totally gone now. i've been awake quite a while now so there's no way i'll remember it whilst i'm typing the rest up, damn.

i eventually get to town. i don't remember who i was with, but there were like 3 people with me and they were hipsters or something. i was in the old greenmarket in town. like before it was poundland and tesco there, i was there in my dream when it was smelly and had loads of green grocers and places like that. most of the places were closed, and i remember it being a bit like breakfast club where they're all running about in the school corridors, we were pretty much doing the same, except we were looking for places that were open. we eventually get to the back of the market to find a place open. it was selling clothes, the clothes was obviously aimed at indie kids, but they were like really ridiculous. the shop owner was some middle aged indian man. i looked through some t-shirt, and i find this baby blue t-shirt with a giant print of martin starr as bill haverchuck in freaks and geeks. i got all the people i was with and said "really, i don't give a fuck if this place is shitty, let me have this shirt". i don't recall actually buying the shirt, but i wore it through the rest of the dream.

next place i remember being in was the co-op i think. it probably was since the greenmarket was close to the co-op. i was with lauren. i don't know what it is, but when i have a dream with lauren in, we always seem to be in the co-op together. i don't really associate them together (other than the story of when we were in primary school and we had to draw what job we wanted when we left school and she wanted to be a till operative at the co-op). the distillers were playing a show, and i was like "lauren do you realise how mental this is, a band that i love that broke up playing in any old shop in town". the funny thing was, they were performing on some giant jump mat that you'd see in the sports centre, or what you'd see when you did gymnastics in school. it was like a giant trampoline, and i was jumping along to the distillers, i recall brody dalle staring at me in shock. the back of my bill shirt had ripped and it was like a cape and it kept going in front of me. i remember falling after that, but it was as if i just wanted to sleep. next thing i know i'm in a hospital bed FACE DOWN, with loads of bandages or something down my spine. i could actually feel the pain. lauren was sitting next to me on the seat next to the bed, and she explained to me that brody was staring at me because she knew something bad was going to happen to me (omg scary). it was like i was drunk and i forgot what had happened, because lauren was saying i did these things that i don't even remember doing, which led to me injuring my back.

the next place i must be is a recovering place, but it was like i was in some giant hotel room. i don't understand, but the only person i remember who was in there was someone from my high school year who i never had a proper conversation with, probably cause she was really popular compared to me. there must have been 3 more people, but i can't think who they could be. all our beds were pushed together in a circle and we were all sitting on the end, as if it were some sort of meeting. i remember the girl from my school year was told to offer me advice about my spine since she's had a baby since we went to school together, and we probably caused around about the same damage to the spine.. but following the 'advice', i went to the bathroom to check what my back looked like. i remember being advice not to look cause it was horrible. i was still wearing my bill shirt, and i lifted up the cape part to see my back. it was a long purple bruise, had blood in some places, but the colour got stronger the higher up my back it was. for some reason when i got back to the room we were all in, we were all suddenly in the balloon ride at metroland. i think we might have been hiding or something, cause that ride reminds me of when i was like 4 or 5 and i ran away from my parents in metroland and i went on the balloon ride, thinking they heard me and allowed me to go on the ride by myself.

the last part of my dream was reminded me a lot of the end of the green hornet when kato shoots britt so they could treat the shot wound that britt got when he was out as the green hornet.
i remember being in a white car with liv and leyla, and i think my dad was driving, really fast. he was trying to get into the free parking area so i could have my spine looked at again, i got the impression that i done something to it again.

after typing this all out, it doesn't really seem like it was much of a nice dream. my back hurts thinking about it. it was unnecessarily long, but kind of interesting. i probably should've kept it to myself, but i don't have a dream diary wooooooooooooowoooooooooo~