fast carz

today was okay

i met joe in walker, and went to the star and shadow cinema. joe wanted a magazine, but there wasn't any there. we walked down to the quayside, back up to monument. he joined his friends whilst i went to connexions.
i was the only person there alone. literally every person had 2+ friends with them waiting around. and the person before me was called emma too, so when they asked for emma, i just stared at the woman too scared to say "MEE TOOOOOOO"
but i was sitting there for about half an hour, until a guy who resembled anthony hopkins told me to have a chat with him.

long story short, he helped me find a course i'd like to do that connects to my intrest in film, and also means i won't need to go to university. he told me to go along to newcastle college and ask about it, so i did. the connexions guy (never found out his name) gave me a little map of the campus which i thought was funny. i didn't know where the entrance was, or where it really was without going the long way.
when i found my way there, i asked if the course applications had a deadline, and they said there's no definate one but i have time to apply.
i have to apply through UCAS, so people who've done it at college please help me do a personal statement and shiz :)

when i went out of the college i had no idea where i was, so i decided to walk somewhere random, which ended up outside the dog and parrot, well a bit around there. i saw the bus, ran for it, and it didn't stop for me.

i waited for the next one by gotham. i spotted my old history teacher in there by the window. she kept hiding her face from me cause she knew who i was. oh and a couple of chinese women asked me for help and they could hardly speak english. i think the only english things she said was "national express reception"
the woman had a snot hanging out of her nose.

when i got home i stood and watched my sister make a cake, and spoke to her. she was digsusting. everyone isssss.

just finished watching skins, watching derren brown now.

this time next week i'll be in london. 26 days i'll be 18. okay.