today was enjoyable, i wish the past few days were more like this one.

i thought i was supposed to be meeting at 12, but turned out it was 11.30, and i left leyla waiting for like 9 minutes or so.

met nailah and her sister in town, but ended up walking past liv and her grandma before that. it was nice because i haven't seen liv and i probably won't see her much more til we're in germany cause she works oml.

had a meal at gekko, which was nice.
can't be bothered to go into detail tbh.

nailah and her sister went to the cinema, me and leyla were going to see something else but decided not to.
we went to hmv instead which seemed like a bad idea, but it wasnt that bad. i picked up the squid and the whale, which i've wanted to see for a while, but increasingly more lately. didn't get it, but coooooool. more money spare.

forbidden planet FINALLY made a display for scott pilgrim vs the world. the same poster placed over and over each other, with 2 of the comic books on stands in the window. awkward display, but nice.

the sweet shop in wallsend had changed their flavours of their slushes. i got a lemon and lime one, and leyla got a tizer one. i miss the red bull one ):

um.

when i got home i got an email about getting an interview for my newcastle college course next year. i was considering not doing it because i don't want to do about television, however the email made it sound appealing.
one thing stood out, and that was mentioning video material that i made in college. also things made out of college would be accepted as part of the portfolio.
so i was looking for things to make with my camcorder. basically that last video counts as something, but it's last minute.
the editing software on my computer is shit though, a bit worried about when that comes close.

i've been re-watching how i met your mother lately. i basically forgot everything that happened on the series oh lorddd.
love it though :)

okay dunno what else to put. worried about life.

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wowowowowowow i haven't updated for days, generally because my life suxkssssss.

just been looking for jobs all week. i've applied for quite a few now, not heard back from any of them yet. i just want the money for germany really, but there's no way i'll get any in time. but at least i've had a moral from this, which is to save money better than i did. last summer i spent all my money on DVD's, this year my money should contriute to having a good time germany/france and leeds.

whateeeeeeever.

today i went to my uncle gerards party, which was quite boring for me. i had 1 bottle of lager, and i just wasn't in the mood to socialise. the house is actually so small, and there must have been over 30 people there.

hmm i can't think of anything that interesting to put, but i'm disapointed i've done nothing. these past few days have been the most boring in my life, honestly. i don't remember being THIS bored.

today was good.

me, leyla and liv walked basically. we walked through wallsend, to the sports centre, back around, up to sainsburys in heaton, played in the park for a bit, then towards asda, (which is where liv ditched us), through the rising sun park, near the horses which we stood and stared at for about 10 minutes.
in asda we just sat in mcdonalds reading magazines. i read total film, and the article about eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. i never got to read it all.
we walked back through the rising sun, but over the bigggg hill, and through the hadrian park/battle hill area before walking through wallsend park.
i think today we walked over 12 miles.

my back hurts the most today this week. i think there's something wrong with it ):

oh, and yesterday i did nothing, basically. it was a miserable day. i ended the day watching derren brown's 'the heist' which has got to be the funniest dvd show from his specials boxset. i think i'm going to watch it again tonight, but the last one which i haven't seen yet.

today was shit :)

felt like utter crap this morning i don't want to talk about it because i know i'll get told off for mentioning it.

i completed my CV, but my mam didn't check if my mobile number was right, and it was printed off.
we went to the royal quays, and i handed it in somewhere, and realised the wrong number was on. i ended up getting really stressed at my mam. ugh.
we went to the silverlink too.

don't think there was any highlight or anything, just want this day to be over it's horrible

today isn't over but i don't think i'll be bothered later.
it's been pretty good.

met leyla at wallsend, where the festival was. it was rather busy.
we just walked down it to see everything, and there was basically nothing much different to any other year. there were airbrush tattoo stalls, they were new.

ended up in blockbuster looking at dvds, i bought eagle vs shark and ghost town for £5.
after that we went for a slush from the sweet shop. there was blue rasberry, mixed fruit or a yellow coloured one named 'red buzz', which was weird. i overheard the man saying it was just red bull, so i was like YES THAT.
leyla was boring and got the blue one ahaha.

we were going to go to town, but we decided to do it when we can be arsed.

i got home and my mam said we should go to matalan, and we did.
i bought a skirt with a matching vest top, and a dress. both intended for germany/france but i know i'll be wearing them before then, ahaaaaa :)

my back hurts so much.

yesterday was good, what i can recall at least.

walked to work with my mam, and she gave me £40 to buy some clothes. but beforehand she bought me a drink and a box of oreos for my breakfast. she ended up leaving me at 9.45, and i was standing waiting to meet leyla, who i expected at 10. she didn't come til 10.20
i was so boiling and scared.

umm i don't remeber the order of where we went in town. i bought a pair of denim look leggings from primark, which are the same as the ones i wear almost every day, so weeeeeeeeeeee.
i then in h&m got another pair of denim look leggings, but these are a little more realistic and grey. same price as the primark ones. and in the queue leyla ran over with a vest top/dress and insisted i should get it since it was £3.
got a pair of red shorts at a charity shop for £2.25, and gave the 5p change to the donation box.

for lunch we went to wetherspoons, and we both went for the burger and beer offer. on the list of drinks though the wine caught my eye and i knew i had to get it.
yummmmmmie.

dont remember what else i did in town, we got ice lollies after that from the co-op which was the messist thing ever.

got the metro to the royal quays. leyla got off at wallsend, liv came on at wallsend. it was timed perfectly ahaha.

i wanted to check for jobs in clarks, but there weren't any, so we checked the other jobs available. they were all ones that required a CV.
i looked for more clothes, spend loads of time in next, but didn't get anything.

when i got home i started working on my CV which looks good so far, i just haven't completed it due to the fact i've never seen a proper one ¬__¬
i also spent a lot of time looking for jobs and shiz.
i neeeeed money.