wowowowowowow i haven't updated for days, generally because my life suxkssssss.

just been looking for jobs all week. i've applied for quite a few now, not heard back from any of them yet. i just want the money for germany really, but there's no way i'll get any in time. but at least i've had a moral from this, which is to save money better than i did. last summer i spent all my money on DVD's, this year my money should contriute to having a good time germany/france and leeds.

whateeeeeeever.

today i went to my uncle gerards party, which was quite boring for me. i had 1 bottle of lager, and i just wasn't in the mood to socialise. the house is actually so small, and there must have been over 30 people there.

hmm i can't think of anything that interesting to put, but i'm disapointed i've done nothing. these past few days have been the most boring in my life, honestly. i don't remember being THIS bored.