Thursday, 19 November 2009

oh fuccccck

i got 3 postcards today. they are sexy.

ones from dave patel, and 2 are from mark hoppus.
it's hard to explain, i'll have to scan them in or something
(':

i hate them all, creatures. i hate all them, creatures.

um yeah so i didn't blog yesterday, i may aswell start with that.

it was.. weird.

i totally forgot i was having the cervical cancer jab, it was pretty much the first thing i did when i got there. i was totally un-prepared and only got nervous when i sat down. she told me to relax my arm, and i totally didn't. oh fuck, it really did hurt more than any other needle i've had in me. but at least this is supposed to stop me getting cervical cancer..
although it's still hurting now, like after one day. ¬_¬

when the college day was over, me and leyla decided to go to the cinema. then we had fucked up plans really. when we were getting on the bus, all of us got on apart from leyla, so me and liv had to go get off the bus, aha.
it ended up me leyla and nailiah in all these asian markets. i bought some thai energy drink, that looked concerningly similar to medicine.

when nailiah left, liv came back and we went to the dog and parrot.
oh fuck, i forgot it was rise against. i was foaming. but honestly, i only really wanted to bug tim about fat mike from nofx.
then liv left and nadine came.
and i pretty much had wine to myself, apart from leyla having one glass.
when i got home, my parents had no idea i was drunk. until my mam screamed at me asking to smell my breath over and over. i let her. she kept calling me a liar.
i think my dad thought it was funny though. my sister certainly did, she was really annoying me though.




today was better.

photography was hilarious. but, it totally wasn't supposed to be.
leyla developed a fear of the dark room after studying the grudge, so i had to assist her in there. the vent kept making this weird sound, and on the movie, they make a similar sound. leyla ran out with tears in her eyes. she did it like twice. then i decided it would make sense if the vent thing was turned on. when i did it, it made this fucking dodgy beeping sound. leyla screamed at the top of her lungs, it was terrifying. i was crying with laughter. kim and laurie in the other room were like "what the hell was that for?" then toby walked over, assuming me and leyla had been messing about and i was like "did you hear leyla scream?!" and i just laughed in his face. he wasn't convinced leyla was scared, and told her to do more prints.

we ended up sitting on facebook/flickr. the fire alarm went off, and toby just stood in the corridor and announced something like "okay guys i assume that's the fire alarm.."
oh fucking hell, LOL.
after waiting outside for 10 minutes, me, leyla, laurie and nailiah sneaked back in. i put the vent back on in the dark room. toby caught up with us and was like "oh, who put the vent on in the dark room? emma you turn it off."

me, leyla, nailiah met up with liv and went for a pub lunch. it was the first time in nailiahs life she'd ever been in a pub, haha!

um yeah, thats it for intresting things.
but i'm listening to adolescents for the first time in forever.

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

i'll destroy this usless heart, i'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again,
not just for me but for anyone.

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

coffee tea soda-pop pee, pee on me, pee on meeeee!



i've been looking for this video for the past hour, cause i thought it was on my youtube favourites. turns out it wasn't. oh well. cheetah videos for the win.
today was okay.

i went to tutorial for like 15 minutes. it was supposed to be 10, but peter kept us back for ages dissing all the unis i even thought about going to. i was panicking cause i had a connexions meeting.
yeah, i waited for half an hour and the person didn't turn up. the woman at the reception also "forgot" i was there, even though i kept looking over to see what she was doing and she was eyeing me up.
it was one of those moments i could have easily kicked off at her, but i didn't. ugh.

then me and liv went into town. i randomly got a craving for nutella. liv adivsed me not to get it from fenwicks, which ended up being the place that sold it for the cheapest.
we went back to hers and watched jeremey kyle! there was a girl who wanted a sex change on it, so there was no lie detector ):

when i got home, my dad gave me a Q magazine with a blink-182 article in.
and basically all the time i've spent online is watching blink videos on youtube. i know everyone hates it when bands change, but i like finding all these new videos of them. i can't wait til they do more interviews and stuff, and they would cheer me up on a day like this.
not to mention when they come to the UK. oh christ.
i wouldn't mind if panic! at the disco support them too, like they did in america. i think that sounds perfect.
well, perfect would be blink-182, NOFX, the misfits (with danzig), the cure, descendents, bad religion, the muffs, the distillers, and rancid all in one show. but i guess most of the bands don't compliment each other really. and some of them are impossible. yeah i should stop talking about music now.

cokie the clown


NOFX - Cokie The Clown

NOFX | MySpace Video


srsly. if you've seen me post this anywhere else and you haven't watched it, i suggest you should. because i told you to.

i have totally given up tidying my room to watch it over and over. i'd do anything to go back to 28th april 2009 and re-live that day.
or, i'd do anything for them to come back here soon. ooh, when they do i can legally drink. i'll buy mike, melvin and limo a drink, probably of brown ale. i'd get kent and smelly one, but they don't drink. and el hefe was huffy to the fans, so nowt for him. oh babaaaaaaaaaaay.

Monday, 16 November 2009

i'm screaming out, somebody listen.

today was meh/good.

i really enjoyed art. i basically sat and talked to nailiah, and took pictures of rusty things and shells.

then we stayed in college for lunch. elaine was determind i wouldn't get fed. when the other lady sevred me, she asked elaine how much it would be, and she took 30p off, cause she fancied me. well, cause elaine is a bitch and pinches money, or something. just everything has to be too much.

then some lad came up to me and said "hi" and i looked up, didn't recognize him. he stood silently for a few seconds, and i was going to say "do i know you?" but then i noticed he was wearing a t-shirt with chlamidia written across it. he was waffling on about something, and nailiah burst out laughing. it was so awkward.
he came to talk to us again when liv, alice, and laurie were there too. he handed everyone a card, and laurie was like "no thanks, i don't want one"
and when he walked away, he stook his tounge out at laurie.

oh, and on the way to next lesson, all these NHS people were in handing out free things. i got a nail file, couisidently, i had cut my nails this morning and had no time to file them. lucky or what. i sat in film, and davey tried to make conversation with me and said "are you trying to make your nails shiny, emma?"
then i didn't even notice what he said, and explained how a nail file works. he then talked to someone else. thats what he always does, he is terrible at showing intrest in things i talk about.

we're watching that mexican film again. it's gotten weird now, although i am enjoying it very much. there's more than one story to it, and some of them are connecting. i think they're going to connect even more later on. cool.

i spent my free lesson searching youtube about this closet gay who killed himsef, and there was a video of him dead, and it says "this is my brothers account, he is the one lying dead in this video" or something like that. it was creepy.

then photography, i actually did some work. but leyla left early upset with me cause i wouldn't go in the dark room with her. oh yeah, everyone else left too basically. it was silent.

when i got home, my dad said i could have all his old empire magazines, so since i got in i've been reading them. the oldest i found so far was feburary 1992, which is a month older than me. it had stuff about silence of the lambs in. oh yeah, i found this lushious edward scissorhands article.
and i found a free ticket to see american pie. and the cinema for newcastle was warner brothers. it's weird to think, thats now a university. christ.
there was a thing about jim carey too, saying stuff about the mask.

oh, and when i was reading them, my dad came in and handed me a gigantic pile of postcards. there's got to be over 100 in there.



AND CHRIST. edward woodward died today, i was so shocked to hear.
i watched the wickerman god knows how many times in AS film.
at least the pagens didn't burn him alive.