i swear i'm working on a tenacious d/nofx/blink-182 super post, but it's really taken me longer than ever to finish. but really, they're some of my favourite memories of this year. some parts even considered some of my favourite memories ever ever ever.

today i graduated. whilst my dad was taking my photo of me wearing my gown and hat, i was thinking "am i really this old already??" it was just so bizarre.
i was surprised that 7 other classmates turned up, i didn't think anyone really cared that much. i don't regret going to college. honestly, at first i thought i would regret doing the course in the end, mostly because it was all so sudden, and it wasn't even my first choice. when i left 6th form college i wanted to be a screenwriter, and this course never exactly focused on that. imagine how different things could've been for me. without the course, i could have missed out on a lot of things that i currently love.
i remember starting the course and strictly thinking that i'm only ever going to write films, and perhaps edit from time to time. right now, as of this past year, i think any sort of sound production work in film would be my ideal job (working anywhere in europe, as long as i lived in paris)
i'm looking forward to what my next year has to bring, but at the same time, so nervous. the way things have been so far, i don't think i have anything to worry about. 
i think one of the main things i learnt is; my life is fine, despite often thinking otherwise.


also, i'm working again. my first job again. the people at my last job are a bunch of worthless people, and it's a shame that some of my family still have to bother with them at all. i shouldn't really look into the negatives, at least i'm earning money.


i don't know, i just feel so happy after typing this out. it's an usual feeling of content. my life really isn't all that bad.