right now is the closest i'm going to have to a morning off til new year's eve. got my last breakless work shift at 4. my next 2 days at work are going to be long and possibly annoying. yesterday at work was an alright day really. i had to do returns, and the people weren't moody like i expected. an older worker there stood and voluntarily helped me, aka had a laugh with me when it was quiet. but then she left and it got really busy, and this other older worker wanted to stand with me. she treat me like a total moron, made it totally obvious to the customers i was new. then when she left, i had another one who i thought didn't like me, and she kept walking away to talk to a manager who kept ignoring his work. i have this again today which shouldn't be that bad.

when i finished, i spent about another hour in there shopping with my mam. all i got was a really nice apple and raspberry drink and wow thanks staff discount.

then the secret santa party where i got 3 bangles, a giant ring, and 4 body butter things. kinda cute, totally unexpected cause i thought i was getting a zissou cap. nearer the end of the party, me and my mam went to asda to buy an ipod for lucy with her birthday money.

now i've just discovered the word processor on my new laptop. i need to get on with some work, but i just want a day off. i'm so stupid. i keep going to do the wrong work when i keep trying to start. next week i'll have a ton of stuff to catch up on, and i'll cry forever. i wonder if my course is going to continue being a total slackers course like it was last term that i was unhappy about, cause that would probably be ideal right now. damn you christmas job. i haven't even had time to watch any films (for my work or even entertainment)
at least i'm getting paid, that is the only positive thing about this specific paragraph.

i wish i had more to say but work has took away everything interesting from my life. not really, but kind of.