so it really has been over a month since my last update, oh god. i feel like i don't even have that much to share about what's happened since then, it's kind of flew by. in fact, this whole year has flew by, it's nearly at the halfway point.

seriously, what has happened? boring life forever, innit.
um, i had a job interview. it was crap, i was late for the interview, and i felt pretty patronized by it all. i didn't get the job. but since applying, i kind of found another job i want to do and i really have my hopes up for that. i know i shouldn't really care what i do to earn money, but i want to do something i'd enjoy doing and be proactive at.

tomorrow is my last day at college, i think. either tomorrow, or next week. that's how much they need me there, one day a week for 2 and a half hours. editing a clip of police officers looking for work or something. it's boring, but it takes a lot of time i suppose. and it's an actual module, which i find hard to believe.
it's weird how when i started the course editing was one of the things i most looked forward to. i do enjoy it, but it's so stressy.

um i went to berwick and seahouses with my parents like last week. it made a change from spending the day in the house during a weekday.
at seahouses i was looking for steve zissou to take me away, but obviously he's a lot cooler than that, poooooo. then in berwick we went to a coffee shop, and 2 girls at the front of the shop were wearing dresses i have, and i was buzzing about that. then frank turner came on and i was even more buzzing.

OH GOD, descendents announced leeds fest, suicide planned soon, yes.
liv has been convincing me we're going, but i really don't see it happening. i can't believe i'm missing them again. and the king blues. oh and frank turner's doing a secret set apparently. hot water music and capdown. just naming bands and wanting to die for missing them.
but at least i'm going to rebellion dddddduuuuuuuuuuuddddddeeeeeee.
and i don't have to see offspring and bring me the horizon bollocks, that day in general looks shite. apart from rise against, who i've already seen and don't really care about.

tried giving up drink this month. failed last night. 3 glasses of wine and treble vodka. really bad.
it was an alright night out at first, but by the end i think it spiralled out of control for more than one person, including me. seriously, if anyone wants to get me a drink ever again, just get me tap water (or if you're feeling generous, a diet coke!). i'm not even hungover, i don't get hungover unless i've drank a load more than that, and considering my behaviour last night it really wouldn't be pretty to see that.
i think from now on, if i want an alcoholic drink, i'm just going to have wine, and let it last. even have it mixed with lemonade or something. and i need to deserve it, i shouldn't get it just because it's there. i'm so stupid.

i also want to complain, last night i was talking about the royal tenenbaums to someone, and they thought jude law was in the film...

okay i need to go now, if i probably don't have anything else interesting to put anyway, SIGGGGGGGH POO AND STUFF