oh my god, i know i have my weekly blogging on the go well enough, this piece of information deserved it's own post.

so for a while, i've been aware hmv had been offering tickets for the 'PAUL' film premiere in london, i'd been anticipating to see that for a while now because of the cast mostly (seth rogen, simon pegg, nick frost, jason bateman). leyla has been collecting points for 2 years, and specifically earning for a film premiere good enough. we both had our hearts set on winning the tickets, to the point last night i had very little sleep. going to college i felt so nervous thinking about weather i'd get to go or not.
9am, i text leyla seeing weather she'd got the tickets. it was about half an hour til the tickets were available to get with hmv points, and leyla had been sitting refreshing the page for the whole time. she got the tickets.
she won the tickets, should i say.
i felt ill with excitement, agitated. my teacher hadn't turned up, so i basically rushed out of the foyer, and went for the bus. i walked the long way so that it didn't seem suspicious.
on the bus i got that churning feeling in my stomach, kind of like butterflies but worse. i don't know how to say it without being gross, so i'll be blunt and just say i literally vomitted with excitement.
i was dreading what my mam would say since she wasn't happy with the idea.
i got home and worked out how i would get there, and tried to plan it around my big assessment, which was supposed to be timetabled for the day after the premiere.
i impulsively went back to college with the intent to ask my teacher if i could do my assessment with the opposite group. it felt like a rom-com film, with the guy at the end going through shit just to find out one answer.
i was about to collapse after deciding to get the wrong bus to college and having to walk a longer distance than usual to get there, followed by a billion flight of stairs, then to the studio with all the lights on.
basically, my teacher let me do my assessment thing tomorrow.
i have a new script to learn, and the assessment 9am. to be honest, i'm more nervous about the 14 hours of travelling alone. at least i'll be back at london again. and i'll actually be in the film screening.



and i'm going to be in the same room as seth fucking rogen.