fashioning in plastic heads

today was a bit stressful to end up with, but overall pretty good.

i don't know what's up with my bus, but the past 2 days it's been late. i'm going to have to get up earlier tomorrow to catch an earlier one, which i'm not excited for.
well today i was expecting to be late, so i wasn't even as worried as i was the first times i was late.
i still ran to my class. i thought i was going to collapse, my lecture room is up 4 flights of stairs, not forgetting the flight you have to walk to enter the building.
i just don't like using the lift though.

i walked in my class late, the teacher didn't seem to notice so i didn't apologize.
i don't recall much specifically from then, i don't think i've ever been so tired or dizzy. it was stuff i can catch up on, so not all bad.
then we were set off to print off the career essay.
not only did i consume time by waiting for a computer since every single one in the building was taken, but when i eventually got a 15 minute log-in one, my word format wasn't accepted onto the computer, ended up going back to my room 10 minutes early empty handed.
someone in my class called darren was waiting by the room with his laptop, i'd never had a proper conversation with him before, but he ended up letting me use his laptop to get my essay to somehow work to prove i did something. his settings were in spanish, i just thought it was the most random thing ever, but i finally got it working. i had no time to print it off, so i sat with his computer through that lesson.
i felt sorry for the guy sam i had to work with. he was marking it, and everything had the squiggly lines underneath saying it was spelt wrong, and it was spelt right.
i guess that lesson i felt pretty confident about my work. i think that's the point of that class, it's weird feeling like my work is good. i know that when it comes to essay i always try my best.
i'm just really excited to read other peoples in my classes essays tomorrow cause it's the film review ones. i'm a lot more confident that that particular essay is better than my career one.

after college i met my sister at central station, and we went to the metro centre. boots staff got double discount today, so we intended to buy christmas presents, but i ended up getting nothing, basically.
my sister is obsessed with perfume, the full time out revolved around that basically.

i can't think of anything else that cool to point out.
i got post today, which i do enjoy. and i got a message from my teacher whilst i was typing this saying i don't need to be in til 1 tomorrow!

okay, i feel thoughts are important to my blog now because i really can't wait to see them next year and be like "YES I STILL THINK THAT"

so the past few days i've been listening to lagwagon a lot. i feel i got into them too late, and they basically have the sound of a band that i'd love. i feel like in the future i'll like them a lot.

my favourite song from one of the albums i bought when i was in germany.

okay i'm also going to mention, i'm such an awkward person to buy presents for. i thought about this cause i was asked to make a christmas list.
to me, this is the first sign of maturity. yet, i kind of feel like i'll always be a child or 'teenage'.
i thought i knew what i was typing, but i really don't remember. i'm so tired, but the idea of having a later start tomorrow kind of lets me have a later night.