we're better off dead, a smile on the lips and a hole in the head.

today was shit.

photography was okay. i have nothing to do. i am shit at photography, i'm obviously going to get another terrible result at the end.

then lunch. it was possibly the most uncomfortable one ever.
i swallowed my drink the wrong way, and i was choking on it, i felt like i was going to die. i am actually disgusted how my friends reacted.
i got laughed at by leyla and someone else, and liv said it was "lifting" because it could've went on her bag, not that it actually did... nice to know which friends care about you.
i could've died. i've drown before, it was a pretty similar experience.
and then after that i just got blanked by everyone but laurie.
had anything like that happened around my old friends, not one of them would've done that to me. it makes me so miserable that i hardly ever see them anymore.

then enrichment didn't exsist cause our new form teacher is busy on wednesdays. so me and louise went to town. i was debating weither to get a dead weathers ticket for tonight to make me feel better, but i decided against it, and got a derren brown dvd instead.

so yeah. not much else to share since today was just aweful.