yesterday was rather boring.

don't really recall much. i ended up dying my hair black, just because i had the dye. also, the thought of having the bleach in my hair any longer would result in me pulling it out or something. too annoying.

i watched lots of derren brown. at first it was to time my hair, but i just enjoyed it too much and decided not to stop watching it.

i re-installed the sims, which i hadn't played in years. oh god, i had fun. but i got a bit more easily bored than i used to. i confused everything aha.

oh and i drew more in my art journal, which was a good idea in my head, but i was barely inspired at all. a good couple of pages done. should work on it more.

yeah i suppose that sums up the day.

today was a bit boring.

i literally spent all day tidying my room. i think i did a good job, i just think a polish and stuff will make it perfect.
i like how i went through my stuff and remembered old things. i have all of my certificates from primary school still :)

when i was done i went through some art magazines i collected months ago and cut out things i liked. now i have couple of things scattered across my walls that are nice.

i'm now watching derren brown: trick or treat with a glass of cava. yes, it's the one i won ages ago, aha.

yeah, pointless mentioning today, but at least it wasn't that disapointing as it could've been.

i haven't watched a film today, that's so weird.

today was good.

all i could think about all morning was how great yesterday was, it was so surreal.

the post brought liv's birthday presents, and over a week later i finally gave her them. alice in wonderland, a kidulthood novel and a photoframe. she seemed to be pleased with them :)

we went to leylas house and watched pee-wees big adventure, which i hadn't seen for a very very long time. it was great.
after that we watched misfits which i barely had interest in watching when it was on tv, however i did like it this time around.
we browsed some music videos and things mhmmmm.
i summerized that really quick, but it did take up like 5 hours of the day ahaaa.

i tidied my room before, and ewwwwwwwww. i moved some draws, and there was a badge leyla bought me with 2 bugs inside of it, one dead and one still alive.
however, i did get the floor of my room clearer. since i now have no plans tomorrow, i think my main focus will be making my room totally clean.
i feel like i don't have any films to watch now because i don't have anything new to watch. i hope it doesn't encourage me to buy anymore. i should make a limit for every week or month how many i should get. i'll work this out later.

today was brilliant.
although i spent all day getting ready basically, it was totally worth doing nothing for.

so i saw derren brown tonight, i can't even count how many days i waited for today.
i was excited all day, and i'd never felt like that since london, maybe.

it wasn't even that long from when we sat down til he came onto the stage. i'm not going to bother what actually happened at the show, (basically because we've been told not to and i wouldn't know where to start) but to put it in short, it was a total mindfuck, down to every last detail. oh god, i can't describe how fantastically put together it was.
he came right into the crowd aswell, he was very very close to me and i was thinking "he's real!"
i don't even know how else to describe it.

i'm really glad my parents waited in the car outside the whole time, i'm really fucking thankful and lucky for them for doing that.

next time he tours i'm certainly going to the closest date!

today was duller than i expected.

i don't recall even sleeping last night, so the majority of my day i was tired.

i didn't go to north shields like i intended, and i waited for my mam to get back from wallsend before i decided where to go. it took us all afternoon to think.
we went to visit auntie teresa, which my mam didn't tell me she was doing. i wish had've was more prepared to go, but my mam assumed i was being huffy.

i was tired by the time i got to asda. after that we went to b&m in wallsend, where i got a bottle of rose wine for myself.

when i went to have lunch, my sister was being a bitch to me so i sat alone in the dining room. i would've liked to sit with my parents, but i'd also rather have had no trouble.

i watched the pianist, which i waited to see for quite a while now.
it was shocking yet inspiring. i admit i cried at the ending, and cried even more after discovering it was a true story.
thinking about it, i don't understand how humanity can be so sick, regarding the nazis. i won't talk about it because i can really rant about things to do with that.

tomorrow i'm seeing derren brown, oh my lorddd.

today was very fun, although i kept thinking it was saturday. i guess that isn't a bad thing.

i woke up soooooooooo early to let talk talk guy sort out the phone line. my mam had phoned me, and i thought it was to say she left me money, but no. i was so upset i had to mope around in the living room to see what some stranger was doing to the phone in the house. i picked up yesterdays newspaper and found an article about the becon hill kids getting film equipment to make 'short movies'. this very much annoyed me that the college that they would spend money on the special needs department for cameras, but not for the film or media students.

i went on the wii for 20 minutes this morning, acutally in no mood for the fun games, but all for mucsle stretches and yoga. i can't be bothered to look for the nunchuck because they have better gaves.
right after i put on the music channel and NOFX were on, and i was paused staring at it, thinking fuckkkk i'm seeing them again :')
then my usual dose of everybody loves raymond.

i went into town with leyla. the markets totally distracted us from the idea of going straight to the metro centre, and we both ended up buying bags.
i got the most beautiful purple backpack for £8, i intended it to use in germany.

we went to the metro centre, and all we went to basically was HMV (where i purchased the pianst) and wetherspoons (where i purchased food).
oh, what pissed me off was that i got ID'ed for ordering food. i told her i wasn't buying alchol, but she insisted under 18's without proof weren't allowed at the bar. poooooopie.
i had sausage, chips and beans. plain, i know, but i took advantage of the millions of free sachets of what borat calls 'red soup', and other variations of that.
also what annoyed me was the americans playing lady gaga cause they were having a hen party. yes, they tell them to turn the music off when the songs over, every one else in the room was enjoying it apart from me. i should've complained myself, but obviously i'm not that sort of person.

i don't remember what we did after that, i guess we just went to asda. i bought lemon lime water, black jack bar and a curly whirly for myself, and 2 energy drinks for leyla to make up for the drink she bought me in wetherspoons.

we decided to be impulsive and get a random bus to somewhere far away. we ended up on a 40 minute bus journey to the freeman hospital. it was enjoyable, and random.
once we were at the freeman we got another bus but decided to get off in town to go home. nice travelling though.

not long after i got home joe phoned me to get out of the house and take more photographs. we ended up taking none, and walking up station road talking about life. it was quite a deep conversation that lead on to religion, and people we know. it was nice.
although we intended to go to asda, we ended up walking to joes house and back to mine.

we watched the royal tenabaums, which was such a great film, oh god. i think it may be my favourite wes anderson film. although darjeeling limited might be too, i can't decide.

now we're listening to chis t-t whilst i type this, and joe is lying on the floor yawning his head off.

2 days til derren brown :3

today was disapointing for my first ever free day.

i woke up at 8am thinking it was 12 considering i gave myself a long lie in.
i made use of the sky in the living room, however there was no programming up to my entertainment standard (other than about 10 minutes of the 5oclock show, which made me shit myself when i thought it was 5pm)
i ended up watching scuzz. the used was on and i was happily remembering seeing them. next was enter shikari, who i hate, but i sat through their video cause i thought it was a good idea for a music video. next was simple plan, and i was trying to remember where i misplaced my simple plan dvd. i forgot what was on after but it lead me on to turning my tv off.

i then came on my laptop to look for free things, money, and ideas of things to do on sunny days. i didn't find anything great for any of the catagories really.

i had a lovely lunch, oh my god i felt so fancy. it was a bagel with bacon, cheese and tomato, it looked like something off this is why you're fat.
no suprise when i went on the wii to discover i put on 2lb this week. well honestly it was a suprise, considering how much i've walked. disapointed slightly. i did about half an hour of excersize, mostly muscle stretches, which i NEVER do unless it's part of a routine i do, and i did some yoga for the first time in a while. i couldn't even be bothered with the games which i spend too much of my time on.
i neeeeed to go on tomorrow.

i then sat around in my room doing nothing really.

my sister came home, and she tried to convince me to take my camera to the park and take photos. my dad asked me aswell about half an hour before she did. would i dare take my camera to wallsend park, pffft.
she then convinced me to help her do the garden, which i wasn't excited for at all.
i did want to go in the sun though, so i tied my hair up and hid my face with my sunglasses which are broken. it probably made me look worse, and i felt like the glasses were stabbing my face. i intend to buy new sunglasses for germany, i think i need some in general because the condition of all of mine are baaaaad.
however back to gardening. i was pulling tiny grass things out, and my sister said "these are like pubic hairs!" and something like "you need to pull them out like a wax strip"
lush.

we were going to sit in the garden, but i got sun cream in my eye and ran away from everyone.

my sister wanted to spend some time with me, so i thought it was the perfect time to put on life aquatic, and also brought up painting my nails. we spent loads of time deciding what nail varnishes we had. she painted my nails the most weird metallic silver, it seems to be very hard to concentrate on.
i paid very little attention to the film, but i got the basic idea of the story line. i wish i had paid attention because next time i watch it i'll be thinking of the ending all the way through ugh. i did like it a lot though, i'm very glad i finally have my hands on a copy!

right now i'm listening to the soundtrack for life aquatic, because i read a critic article about wes anderson, and they said the soundtracks for his film are the best ever, and it had a nice note like "i bet he used to make sick mixtapes for his friends"

my blog is really lenghty for a day i did nothing. i really like analysing things, i guess i haven't done one like this before because i was to pre-occupied with college work or the idea of college.