today was quite alright for a day in.

i had a lush bath, then i lay down wrapped up in some comfortable clothes and my dressing gown, and i was so relaxed. it was a nice feeling.

i put on 'lars and the real girl' which has been on my wishlist for a long time. when i was watching it i kept thinking "god this story is so silly" but then i realised how much meaning there was in particular parts of it. ugh i wish i could analyse it or something, there was a scene that i wish i could've done for my AS film coursework.
what bugged me was emily mortimer. she was from shutter island and harry brown, but i didn't realise that til the end of the film.

i felt in the mood to tidy up my room, but it ended up being a clothes organizing session. for a while i've been intending to throw away my jeans because they lower my self-esteem, but i shouldn't really dicuss that online.
i hid my cardigans with the rest of my winter clothes.
i have like no trousers now. my leggings though, which i need to stop wearing all the time. i can't find my black ones which are similar aswell ):

i wanted to look for my tweezers, and i looked EVERYWHERE, and then i saw them hidden behind my phone, i was like FUKA.

um.
i played on the sims and got really annoyed by it.

i made my own tea and watched a holiday thing on tv and got really excited.

i also walked to the shop to buy some cans of pop. i wasn't wearing any make-up, and i was still wearing my indoor clothes so i was worried i'd see someone i knew. i am not used to going out like this.
wasn't bad at all though. i now have a beverage.

can't be bothered to pull information of things i've done today because really i haven't done much.

today was fun

my alarm didn't go off, but i woke up at 9 when i set my alarm for. apparently i didn't have my alarm saved to go off, which i clearly remember doing. i feel like something off the science of sleep happened or something, mind fuck maaaaan.

had no change for the metro and had to go to green ways beforehand to get change. 4 cans of pop for £1, can't go wrong. ended up selling one each to leyla and liv.
oh and i forgot today was wednesday and the metro tickets were cheaper, fuck yesss.

the walk to college seemed so long, but it was so weird.
but we got there, and went straight to amigos to meet alice. felt like a normal college day, ehhhhhhh.
we had the last cervical cancer jab. i wasn't as prepared, but i felt like i was pretty confident to get it over with. i didn't mind going first out of everyone. the needle didn't hurt, but right now it is painful. ugh.
i got a free pen, keyring and nail file, which was cool.

walked back to the metro, which felt even longer.
the metro went by so fast though, and we were in town quick. basically me and leyla went straight to the cinema to find out the times, boots to get food, then back to the cinema in time for the film.
we saw greenburg, which i'd been wanting to see for ages.
me and leyla were the only ones in the screening, apart from an old man who came in alone over half way through the adverts.
oooooh and they showed the new scott pilgrim trailer, and i was so excited. i am now aswell, i feel basically the same as before alice in wonderland came out.

the film was so awkward, and i was expecting it to be better. but, it's a ben stiller film so i knew i wasn't wasting my money. i like his character, but he's hard to understand, probably just after the first time seeing him. i'm used to comedy roles off him, and this was barely a comedy film.

after the film we headed to hmv, cause i wanted to find plan 9 from outerspace, but it wasn't there. the cure was playing and we stood listening, well i listened, leyla begged to go downstairs during the second song of theres they played.

we went along to w h smiths after that, and leyla bought total film and empire magazine. we were looking in the bussiness, motorsports and hobbies sections for more magazines with lenardo dicaprio on the cover. suprisingly, there were none that met the criteria.

i think after that we left. i wanted to check for scott pilgrim stuff at forbidden planet, then realised i should probably wait til after germany time cause then it would be more sucessful.
but on the metro we decided to go to the cheap dvd shop in the royal quays whilst i had my cheap metro ticket.

as we were walking into the shopping area we ran into livs grandma and brother. that was funny.
we went into the cheap dvd shop, which seemed good. i wish i had money to buy all the stuff in there. at least i know where i'll be going after the summer.

um we went to the works after that, which was pointless.
we caught back up with livs grandma and she offered to give us a lift home. alex insisted to sit in between me and leyla in the back seat.
he turned to me and said i looked like michael jackson and said something like "he would suit those sunglasses, and he had a ring in his nose too"
then livs grandma said "thats a good way to win a girls heart... not"
omg.

when i got home my dad said my mam wanted to go for a meal and i can eat whatever shit in the house. i insisted i wanted to go for the meal too!
which ended up being sausage and chips from the fish quay. my mam wanted to go to particular resteraunt her friend suggested, but we walked past and it looked too full, and trampy. obviously when we were driving out, we discovered that street has 3 resturants with the same name, one of which looked such a nice place to eat. ahahaaaaaaa.
my mam and dad wanted to go for a walk down the coast too and i was like D: NO.
ended up sitting alone in the car playing trials of games on my phone til they came back.
we got some ice creams from the co-op, then went home. i'm glad i was out the house doing nothing. thats all i wanted to do really. i have no money for anything outside home.

i was going to watch a film, but i figured i should have a day in watching everything tomorrow. cooooool babe.

today was okay

i was sad this morning because apparently wes anderson was at the alice in wonderland premiere, and i didn't know then. so gutted.

met leyla at half 2, got €25 from the post office, more dracula lollies, cans of pop, and some pre-owned dvds from blockbuster. i got our house and lars and the real girl. both on my wishlist :)
we were looking to get some food, and we saw liv ashie and alex walking home from school, so we hid in livs front yard. liv was the only one who didn't notice.

i watched our house when i got home, but joe came in between to speak to me.

now i'm watching seven pounds, but typing this during the begining which i've seen before.

i had terrible sleep last night, so tired right now, thats why i'm not really elaberating on much today.

today was so goooooooood.

i met leyla at one, and she was supposed to come to mine to watch a film but i was like "ugh noooooo" so we went for a walk. we ended up bringing the idea of an ice cream, and went to green ways.
we found these dracula lollies, and being a horror fan i was like "OK MINE"
they were obviously some cheapy lollies, but when we had them we were like "OH GOD LUSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"
and we implusivly called on liv. she seemed really shocked we turned up, and ended up taking all her food. i felt bad about it, but leyla was like "go on she'll make you something!"
we ended up going to the shop for some stella too, which was a perfect idea for a summer day.
we watched series of unfortunate events which was constantly being interuppted due to complete hyperness, but eitherway i enjoyed the film.
during that ashie came over. basically me and leyla had to leave when she came.
we waited outside livs for about 10 minutes until we banged on her windows and stuff and ran off. she didn't even hear...

yeah coool.
i watched this programme about the science of food and omg it was so weird and stupid. i was laughing at everything in it. when they were making cheese and seperating the curds and way the song they played was "thats the way"
ahahaha oh god.

i wanted to watch derren brown but i've left it too late again. i want to sleep when i feel like i'm capable of falling asleep, which obviously isn't now ):

today was good.

had no sleep, still got up early and headed to leylas at 9.30.
we walked to the silverlink, which is like 3 miles, fuuuck the weather was so hot aswell, i was dying.
but on the way we were laughing at livs voicemail message oh god.

we saw the karate kid, which i wasn't looking forward to that much. but it was great. i've never seen the original so i can't compare it.
the cinema smelt like my old maths classroom.

um. we walked back which wasn't as bad as the way there weather wise. but liv was with us, and leyla and liv were doing their weird aruging thing it was really awkward ehhhhhh.

i played on the sims when i got back, bored of it quick.

looked for jobs, i'm so worried about not finding a job ):
poooooo

oh god i don't really remember yesterday.
i played the sims lots.
i went into wallsend with my sister and she bought me a lipstick.
and i watched derren brown do roulette, which was kind of scary-ish.

i've decided not to forget the todays entry and put it now, even though i don't consider the day over.

i played the sims again, i'm a bit addicted, but i wish i had sims 2 instead, so much more fun.

i then went into asda with my mam, she wasn't very happy with me and it wasn't that great of a trip. however, at least wine and lemonade was bought for me.
we then went to my grandmas and grandads, and i felt awkward. i stood there whilst everyone sorted out fitting things in the kitchen and i couldn't help. i ended up sitting in the yard alone bored.
in that time i discovered you could email to be an audience in a derren brown show, and basically after that i was determind to get home and email them.
once i got home, i obviously did that right away.

joe came over for a bit whilst i was sorting out my itunes, which is being a bitch to put it in short.
we ended up walking back to his house to buy stamps then back to mine to watch derren brown seance.
there was some of the things in it that were very similar to when we saw him, nevertheless i enjoyed it. it was quite funny to see how scared the people got.

i borrowed a couple of films off joe so i might watch one of them, or derren brown. who knows yet.

ahaha i forgot to post about yesterday even though i already posted something yesterday. i can imagine this will become a habit.

yesterday was fun.

i went to sunderland with leyla. i was sad because i had sunday on my mind, and i was going knowing derren brown wouldn't be there. awwe.
we went in hmv and ended up getting nothing. i think that was the only shop we went to. other than mcdonalds.
we sat outside, and there was a seagul walking close to us, and i was terrified. i finished my burger but i still got the idea it was going to peck out my eyes.
some stranger chased it away for me and said something to me that had the word 'pasty' in the sentence, but i can't remember what.

we then got the metro to south shields, and went straight to the hmv there. again, there was nothing, it was a bit silly going back in considering there was nothing that time.
basically next door there was cex, and we looked at the dvds there. once i was there i forgot all the films on my wishlist, apart from forbidden zone which wasn't there, and leyla had picked up like 50 dvds. i'm sure we spent a bit longer than half an hour looking through the dvds. i picked up a derren brown boxset a few times, but i ended up not getting anything.

went to asda after that. it was so new. i got the sunglasses i wanted, finally. no more complaining when it's sunny, unless i forget them.

we went back to town, and obviously ended up going to hmv. oh god i'm so happy we did.
leyla was checking the world cinema, and i went to look for forbidden zone in the musical section just to check, and it was there! i was like tihgliubgwleiubgliu.
then i checked the price, and it was only £3. on the hmv website it was £12, obviously i bought that.
and ended up buying the derren brown boxset that i was looking at in cex. it was only £10, and leyla had spent quite a bit on dvds, i thought i might aswell not feel as left out.

we went to cex and i barely even looked at anything, i couldn't findd forbidden zone there :')

i got home i put on forbidden zone immediately. i actually really enjoyed it, it was so crazy. it was only an hour and 10 minutes long which was quite short.
i found the soundtrack on spotify and it's pretty much all i listended to after that aswell as just oingo boingo.

i played on the sims again for a short time cause it was too late and i got too tired to continue. oh weeeeeeeeellllllllllll.